
City of Girls
Categories
Fiction, Audiobook, Historical Fiction, Romance, Adult, Book Club, Historical, Contemporary, Adult Fiction, New York
Content Type
Book
Binding
Hardcover
Year
2019
Publisher
Riverhead
Language
English
ISBN13
9781594634734
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City of Girls Plot Summary
Introduction
# City of Girls: A Life Unbound by Convention The summer of 1940 blazed through Manhattan like wildfire, and nineteen-year-old Vivian Morris stepped off the train at Grand Central Station carrying two suitcases and the weight of spectacular failure. Expelled from Vassar College for never attending classes, she had been shipped off by her mortified parents to live with Aunt Peg at the Lily Playhouse—a ramshackle theater in Hell's Kitchen that specialized in second-rate musical revues for working-class audiences who wanted nothing more than to forget their troubles for an hour. What Vivian discovered in that gin-soaked world of showgirls and dreamers would shatter every assumption she had about desire, loyalty, and what it meant to be a woman. The Lily was home to misfits and artists, failed actors and brilliant outcasts, all orbiting around the magnetic chaos of theatrical ambition. But it was the arrival of legendary British actress Edna Parker Watson that would transform both the theater and Vivian's understanding of herself in ways that would echo through decades. In a city where passion collided with consequence, a sheltered girl would learn that some mistakes can never be undone, and some loves exist only in the spaces between what society allows and what the heart demands.
Chapter 1: The Lily Playhouse: Awakening in the Theater of Dreams
The Lily Playhouse squatted on West Forty-second Street like a faded dowager refusing to acknowledge her decline. Vivian's Aunt Peg greeted her with a martini in one hand and a cigarette in the other, her graying hair wild from the summer heat. The theater reeked of greasepaint and broken dreams, its lobby decorated with murals of bare-breasted nymphs that would have scandalized her mother. "Welcome to the circus, kiddo," Peg announced, leading Vivian through corridors where showgirls practiced their routines in various states of undress. The current production featured a chorus line that looked like they had been recruited from the local diner, performing numbers that would not have impressed a church social. But Vivian was enchanted. After the suffocating propriety of her upstate childhood, the Lily felt like stepping into a fever dream. She was assigned a room on the third floor with Celia Ray, a stunning showgirl with platinum blonde hair and a body that could stop traffic. Celia moved through the world like she owned it, trailing admirers and cigarette smoke in equal measure. "You are cute enough," she pronounced after giving Vivian a thorough appraisal. "We will have some fun with you." That first night, Celia dragged her new roommate to the Stork Club, where they danced until dawn with men whose names they never bothered to learn. The theater was run by the formidable Olive Thompson, Peg's stern companion who managed every detail with military precision. Olive assessed Vivian like a general evaluating a new recruit. "Can you sew?" she asked without preamble. When Vivian nodded, Olive handed her needle and thread. "Then make yourself useful." Within days, Vivian had transformed from sheltered college girl into an essential part of the Lily's ecosystem, her nimble fingers repairing torn bodices minutes before curtain call, her eye for color helping transform cheap fabrics into stage magic. The real revelation came through the performers themselves. These were women who lived by their own rules, who spoke frankly about sex and money and ambition. They taught her to smoke properly, to apply rouge with confidence, and to walk as if she owned every room she entered. For the first time in her life, Vivian felt she belonged somewhere. The Lily Playhouse was not respectable, but it was real, and that reality called to something deep in her soul that had been sleeping until now.
Chapter 2: City of Girls: Fame, Desire, and the Intoxication of Youth
Everything changed when Billy Buell materialized from Hollywood like a golden ghost. Peg's ex-husband swept into the Lily with grand plans and a silver tongue, bringing visions of transforming their humble theater into something magnificent. Tall, charming, and dangerous, Billy possessed the kind of confidence that made impossible things seem inevitable. Despite Olive's warnings, Peg could not resist his promises or his charm. Billy's masterstroke was casting the luminous British actress Edna Parker Watson in his new revue. Edna arrived like royalty, accompanied by her devastatingly handsome but intellectually vacant husband Arthur. She possessed an otherworldly elegance—every gesture calculated, every word precisely chosen. Under Edna's tutelage, Vivian learned about fashion, about carrying herself with grace, and about the power that came with true confidence. The male lead went to Anthony Roccella, a cocky street kid from Hell's Kitchen with dark eyes and a predatory smile. Anthony possessed a sexual confidence that made grown women weak in the knees, and Vivian fell for him with the devastating completeness that only comes at twenty. In his brother's bed, she discovered pleasures she had not known existed, her body awakening under his expert ministrations like a flower turning toward the sun. "City of Girls" became a triumph that packed the house night after night. Critics praised Edna's performance, audiences could not get enough of the spectacle, and money flowed like champagne at the after-parties. Vivian and Celia painted the town red, dancing at nightclubs until dawn and collecting admirers like trophies. They moved through the city like twin comets, their youth and beauty opening every door, their appetites for pleasure matched only by their complete lack of concern for consequences. For Vivian, it felt like living in a dream where every night brought new excitement and every day promised fresh possibilities. She had found her place in the world, and that place was intoxicating. The war in Europe seemed like someone else's problem, the future a distant concern. There was only the eternal present of youth and desire, the glittering stage lights, and the applause that washed over them like benediction.
Chapter 3: The Photograph: Scandal, Shame, and the Price of Freedom
The photograph appeared in Walter Winchell's column on a Tuesday morning, and by evening, Vivian's world had collapsed. There she was, captured in a moment of drunken abandon with Celia and Arthur Watson in what looked like a compromising embrace outside the Gladstone Hotel. The image was damning enough, but Winchell's accompanying text was devastating, painting Vivian as a home-wrecking seductress who had corrupted an innocent showgirl and destroyed a respected marriage. The truth was both simpler and more complicated. Arthur had been pursuing both young women for weeks, his jealousy over Edna's success driving him to increasingly desperate attempts at attention. The night in question had been nothing more than drunken foolishness, but the camera had captured a moment that told a different story. Within hours, reporters camped outside the Lily, and Edna Parker Watson vanished from the theater, taking her husband and her dignity with her. Peg tried to shield Vivian from the worst of it, but there was no escaping the scandal. The show closed abruptly, the theater emptied, and Vivian found herself persona non grata in the world she had come to love. Worse than the public humiliation was Edna's private condemnation. In her dressing room, with surgical precision, Edna dissected Vivian's character. She was not interesting, Edna declared with devastating calm, merely a type of woman who played with toys that were not hers, who caused trouble for the sake of causing trouble. The final blow came from an unexpected source. Vivian's brother Walter arrived to take her home, accompanied by a young man whose car they had borrowed. As they drove through the night toward Clinton, the stranger delivered his verdict with casual cruelty: "Must be pretty disappointing to end up with a sister who is such a dirty little whore." The words hit Vivian like a physical blow, and Walter's silence in response felt like the final nail in her coffin. She had been weighed, measured, and found wanting by a world that had no forgiveness for women who dared to want too much.
Chapter 4: Exile and War: Finding Purpose in Service and Sacrifice
Back in Clinton, Vivian moved through her parents' house like a ghost haunting her own childhood. The small town that had once seemed confining now felt suffocating, and she filed papers in her father's mining office with mechanical precision, trying to forget she had ever been the kind of person who danced until dawn. Her parents, following WASP tradition, asked no questions about her abrupt return, their silence more damning than any accusation. The engagement to Jim Larsen felt inevitable rather than romantic. He was everything her parents approved of: steady, respectable, thoroughly conventional. Jim was kind to her, and she convinced herself that kindness was enough, that perhaps she could build a quiet life on the foundation of his goodness. But when Pearl Harbor changed everything and Jim enlisted, suggesting they break their engagement rather than ask her to wait for an uncertain future, Vivian felt nothing but relief. She was not meant for the life of a small-town wife, and they both knew it. Salvation arrived in the form of Aunt Peg, who appeared in Clinton like a rescue mission. The war had transformed everything, she explained—the government needed entertainers for the Brooklyn Navy Yard, performing for exhausted workers while keeping their spirits focused on victory. "I need you," Peg said simply, and those three words unlocked something in Vivian's chest that had been frozen for over a year. The New York she returned to in 1942 bore little resemblance to the glittering playground of her youth. The city wore the war like a uniform—serious, purposeful, stripped of frivolity. At the Navy Yard, Vivian found her calling in the most unlikely place. Cafeteria 24 fed thousands of workers each day while she and her small troupe performed on a makeshift stage, thirty minutes twice daily to entertain, educate, and inspire an audience of welders and riveters who could spot insincerity from across the room. With virtually no budget and wartime shortages limiting every material, Vivian became a master of theatrical alchemy. She transformed discarded upholstery into royal robes, created entire wardrobes from the bins at Lowtsky's Used Emporium, and learned that true artistry meant making something beautiful from nothing at all. The work was exhausting but meaningful. Every show they performed was a small victory against despair, every laugh they earned from tired workers was a blow struck against the forces trying to crush the human spirit.
Chapter 5: L'Atelier: Building Love and Family from Chosen Threads
When the war ended and the Lily Playhouse was demolished for the Port Authority Bus Terminal, Vivian faced another crossroads. But this time, she was not alone. Marjorie Lowtsky, the sharp-tongued daughter of rag dealers who had become her closest friend during the war years, proposed a partnership that would change both their lives. Together, they would open a bridal boutique, creating custom wedding gowns from vintage materials for discerning clients. L'Atelier became more than a business—it was a sanctuary. In the elegant townhouse on East Eighteenth Street, Vivian found her true calling. Each bride who crossed her threshold was a puzzle to be solved, a woman whose deepest desires had to be understood and translated into silk and satin. Vivian learned to read fear in a young woman's eyes, to understand the difference between what a bride thought she wanted and what would actually make her beautiful. The work was painstaking and emotionally demanding. Brides arrived with their mothers, their expectations, and their anxieties, and Vivian had to navigate complex family dynamics while creating something that would make a woman feel transformed on the most important day of her life. She developed an almost mystical ability to see through to the heart of what each client needed, whether it was confidence, elegance, or simply the assurance that she was worthy of love. When Marjorie became pregnant and decided to keep her child despite the social stigma, Vivian stepped into the role of co-parent without hesitation. Little Nathan became the son she never expected to have, a gentle soul who needed protection from a world that seemed too harsh for his sensitive nature. Together, the three of them created a family bound not by blood but by choice, by loyalty, and by love. The years passed in a rhythm of seasons and celebrations, of brides transformed and families united. Vivian had learned that there were many ways to build a meaningful life, that love came in forms society did not always recognize, and that the deepest satisfaction came not from conforming to expectations but from creating something beautiful and lasting with your own hands. L'Atelier became her legacy, a place where dreams took physical form and where women learned they were worthy of being cherished.
Chapter 6: The Walking Hours: Frank Grecco and Love in the Shadows
The reunion at the Brooklyn Navy Yard in 1965 brought ghosts from Vivian's past rushing back to life. Among the crowd of veterans and their families, she spotted a familiar face that made her blood run cold. It was the young man who had driven her home from New York all those years ago, the one whose casual cruelty had branded her soul. Now he was Frank Grecco, a Brooklyn patrolman with burn scars crawling up his neck and haunted eyes that spoke of battles fought and barely survived. Their first conversation was awkward and painful, filled with apologies that could never fully heal old wounds. Frank had carried the guilt of his words for decades, just as Vivian had carried their sting. But something unexpected emerged from that painful reunion: recognition. They were both damaged people who had learned to navigate the world despite their wounds, and in each other, they found a rare understanding that transcended their shared history of hurt. What developed between them defied easy categorization. Frank's war injuries made physical intimacy impossible, and his marriage to his childhood sweetheart Rosella was a bond of duty rather than passion. But in the dark hours when sleep eluded him, he would call Vivian, and together they would walk the empty streets of New York, talking about everything and nothing. These nocturnal wanderings became the foundation of a relationship that was deeper than friendship but different from romance. For twenty-seven years, they met in the shadows between their separate lives. Frank could not leave his family, and Vivian would not ask him to. She continued her affairs with other men, seeking physical satisfaction where she could find it, while reserving her heart for the one man who could never fully claim it. Their love existed in stolen moments and whispered conversations, in the gentle touch of hand to hand as dawn broke over the city they both called home. When Frank died of a heart attack in 1992, Vivian felt as though half her soul had been torn away. She had loved him completely and been loved in return, but their relationship had existed entirely in the margins of conventional life. No one knew the depth of their connection, no one understood what they had meant to each other. She was not invited to his funeral, could not claim the right to mourn publicly. Her grief was as hidden as their love had been, carried in silence like a secret that would die with her.
Chapter 7: The Letter: Answering for a Life Lived Without Apology
The letter arrived in 2010, written in careful script on cream-colored paper. Angela Grecco, Frank's daughter, had found Vivian's name in her mother's effects and wanted to understand the connection between her father and this mysterious woman. The question was simple and devastating: "What were you to my father, and what was he to you?" Vivian sat in her apartment above the former L'Atelier, now a coffee shop run by Nathan, and considered how to answer. How could she explain a love that had existed in the margins of conventional life? How could she make Angela understand that her father had been the deepest love of Vivian's life, even though they had never shared a bed or spoken words of commitment? The answer required nothing less than a complete accounting of a life lived outside the boundaries of respectability. She wrote of her youthful mistakes and the lessons they taught her, of the family she had chosen and the love she had found in unexpected places. She wrote of Frank's nighttime restlessness and their endless walks through the sleeping city, of the way he had listened to her stories without judgment and offered her the gift of his complete understanding. She explained that some loves cannot be categorized, that the heart recognizes no boundaries when it comes to finding its match. In crafting her response, Vivian realized that her story was not just about Frank, but about all the ways a woman could choose to live authentically in a world that demanded conformity. She had made mistakes, certainly, but she had also made choices, and those choices had led her to a life rich with love and friendship and meaningful work. She had learned that honor was indeed a painful field to walk, but that the alternative—a life of compromise and regret—was far worse. As she sealed the letter and prepared to send it to Angela, Vivian felt a sense of completion. She had told the truth at last, and the truth, however complicated, had set her free. At ninety-one, she had lived long enough to understand that there are many ways to be a good woman, and that goodness is not always found in conventional places. Her love affair with Frank Grecco, conducted in shadows and sustained by conversation rather than passion, had been as real and meaningful as any marriage blessed by church and state.
Summary
Vivian Morris lived to be ninety-five, surrounded by the chosen family she had cultivated over decades of unconventional choices. Nathan grew into a gentle man who never quite fit the world's expectations but found happiness in small pleasures and quiet contentments. The L'Atelier building remained in Vivian's hands, a testament to the life she had built through determination and love. She never married, never had children of her own, but she had loved deeply and been loved in return by people who saw her clearly and accepted her completely. The letter to Angela became the final act of a life lived without apology. In choosing to tell her story completely and honestly, Vivian demonstrated that there are many ways to honor the human heart, that love arrives in forms society does not always recognize, and that the deepest connections sometimes exist in the spaces between what convention allows and what the soul demands. She had learned, through decades of joy and sorrow, that the world is not straight, that people must find their own paths through the crooked landscape of human experience, and that sometimes the greatest courage lies not in conforming to expectations but in having the audacity to live as your truest self, whatever the cost. Her story stands as testament to the radical act of choosing authenticity over respectability, passion over safety, and love over fear.
Best Quote
“at some point in a woman’s life, she just gets tired of being ashamed all the time. After that, she is free to become whoever she truly is.” ― Elizabeth Gilbert, City of Girls
Review Summary
Strengths: The reviewer found the book deeply moving, particularly the ending, and praised the audiobook narration by Blair Brown. The storytelling was described as dazzling, with a fulfilling path to self-understanding and healing. The protagonist, Vivian Morris, was memorable and portrayed with depth, offering insights into authentic spirituality and friendship. Weaknesses: The reviewer acknowledged that the book might not appeal to everyone, citing criticisms from others about its length, potential to bore, excessive focus on sex, quirky characters, and predictability. Overall: The reviewer expressed a strong positive sentiment, despite mixed reviews from others, and recommended the book for its emotional depth and character development.
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