
How to Walk Away
Categories
Fiction, Audiobook, Romance, Adult, Book Club, Contemporary, Adult Fiction, Contemporary Romance, Chick Lit, Womens Fiction
Content Type
Book
Binding
Hardcover
Year
2018
Publisher
St. Martin's Press
Language
English
ISBN13
9781250149060
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How to Walk Away Plot Summary
Introduction
# When Broken Wings Learn to Soar: A Journey of Love and Resilience The small plane carved through the Texas sky like a silver bullet, carrying Margaret Jacobsen toward what should have been the perfect Valentine's Day. In her purse sat an engagement ring from Chip, her pilot boyfriend who believed confidence could negotiate with gravity itself. Margaret had always feared flying, but love makes fools of us all. When the crosswind hit and the Cessna began its death spiral toward the earth, she watched her carefully planned future—the lakeside wedding, the rescue dog, the children—slip away like water through her fingers. The crash lasted seconds. The aftermath would reshape every breath she took for the rest of her life. Margaret woke up in a sterile hospital room to discover that the legs which had carried her through three marathons would never carry her again. Her spine was shattered, her skin grafted with patches like a human quilt, and her fiancé could barely look at her without flinching. What followed wasn't the inspirational recovery story she'd always imagined, but something far more brutal and beautiful—a reckoning with loss, love, and the unexpected ways we learn to fly when our wings have been torn away.
Chapter 1: Valentine's Day Catastrophe: When Dreams Crash to Earth
The morning began with champagne and strawberries in Chip's apartment, sunlight streaming through windows that overlooked the lake where he planned to propose later that evening. Margaret should have felt nothing but joy, but something cold twisted in her stomach as they approached the small Cessna gleaming on the tarmac. She'd always hated small planes, trusted neither their fragile wings nor their overconfident pilots. Chip bounced on his heels beside the aircraft, his newly minted pilot's license burning a hole in his wallet. He was the kind of man who believed charm could overcome physics, who thought his smile could negotiate with the laws of nature. The plane was his Valentine's gift to himself as much as to her—a chance to play the romantic hero, soaring above the mundane world of traffic and speed limits. The takeoff felt wrong from the first moment. The engine coughed like a sick animal, and Margaret watched the pilot's hands shake on the controls. Chip was too busy pointing out landmarks below to notice the way the aircraft shuddered and bucked against the wind. When the crosswind hit them on approach, the runway slid away beneath them like a failed magic trick. Time stretched like taffy in those final seconds. Margaret saw trees rushing up to meet them, felt the plane cartwheel across the tarmac with wings snapping like kindling. Fuel sprayed across the windshield in deadly patterns, and fire bloomed around them like hellish flowers. Chip's voice cracked over the headphones, no longer the confident pilot but just a terrified boy screaming her name. The impact came like thunder, metal shrieking against concrete and earth. Margaret's body was thrown forward, then sideways, then into merciful darkness. Her last coherent thought was not of death but of waste—all those careful plans, all those color-coded files and perfectly scheduled dreams, scattered like debris across a Texas ditch. The woman who had never left anything to chance discovered that chance leaves nothing to us.
Chapter 2: Hospital Awakening: Meeting Ian in the Depths of Despair
Three days passed before Margaret surfaced from the chemical fog of trauma surgery. The fluorescent lights buzzed like angry insects above her head, and voices drifted in and out of focus speaking a foreign language of medical terms. Burst fracture. Spinal cord. Incomplete injury. The words floated around her like debris from the crash, too sharp to grasp but too important to ignore. Dr. Hansen appeared at her bedside with careful, measured tones and charts that might as well have been written in hieroglyphics. He spoke of L1 vertebrae and sacral sparing, of debris that needed clearing and titanium rods that would hold her spine together like scaffolding in a condemned building. Margaret nodded along, still believing this was temporary, still thinking in terms of weeks rather than lifetimes. Her family arrived in waves of forced optimism. Her mother brought inspirational articles and unwavering faith in medical miracles. Her father carried quiet strength and homemade sandwiches that tasted like sawdust in her mouth. Her sister Kitty appeared like a punk rock angel, all bleached hair and nose piercings, cutting Margaret's burned locks into a pixie cut that somehow looked better than anything she'd paid for in a salon. But it was Ian Moffat who changed everything. The Scottish physical therapist materialized in her doorway like a storm cloud, all dark hair and darker moods, his accent thick as Highland fog. He didn't smile or offer false encouragement or pretend that everything would be fine. Instead, he simply said, "Right then. Let's see what we're working with," and began moving her unresponsive legs with mechanical precision. Ian was nothing like the other therapists with their motivational posters and high-fives for minor victories. He marked her progress with solemn black X's on a whiteboard, his face a mask of professional indifference that somehow felt more honest than all the cheerful lies everyone else told. Margaret found herself talking to fill his uncomfortable silences, babbling about everything and nothing while he worked her dead limbs like a mechanic fixing a broken machine. The other patients whispered about Ian's past—how he'd once run his own rehabilitation center before something terrible closed it down, how he'd ended up here working under Myles, a petty tyrant who seemed to take pleasure in making Ian's life miserable. But Ian himself revealed nothing, his hands gentle despite his gruff exterior, his eyes holding secrets Margaret was desperate to unlock.
Chapter 3: Unexpected Connections: Love Growing in Sterile Rooms
The breakdown came during a particularly brutal session when the weight of her new reality crashed over Margaret like a second plane crash. She found herself sobbing into the therapy mat, her body shaking with grief for everything she'd lost—not just her legs, but her job, her future, the woman she'd been before gravity claimed its due. The tears came in waves, each one carrying away another piece of her old life. Ian knelt beside her, his voice softer than she'd ever heard it. "It's the trying that heals you," he said quietly, his Scottish burr wrapping around the words like a blanket. "That's all you have to do. Just try." For the first time since the accident, Margaret felt like someone understood that trying was the hardest thing of all, that hope could be more exhausting than despair. Something shifted after that moment. Margaret threw herself into research with the intensity of a woman possessed, devouring medical journals and creating color-coded files about spinal cord injuries. She made lists of goals, talked to her paralyzed limbs like they were stubborn children, and visualized herself walking again with an obsession that bordered on madness. But it was Ian who occupied more and more of her thoughts. During their sessions, she found herself studying the line of his jaw, the way his hands moved with surprising gentleness despite his gruff exterior. She discovered that making him almost-smile became her favorite challenge, and she began stockpiling jokes and observations just to see that tiny crack in his armor. The breakthrough came on a night when Ian found her alone in the therapy gym, having snuck out to practice walking on the parallel bars until her arms gave out. Instead of lecturing her about safety protocols, he simply scooped her up and carried her to the hospital roof. Under a canopy of stars, sharing stolen cookies and breathing fresh air for the first time in weeks, Margaret felt more alive than she had since the crash. Ian began staying after hours, bringing in acupuncturists and massage therapists, taking her to the therapy pool where the water made her body remember what movement felt like. These weren't official sessions—they were something else entirely, something that felt dangerously close to caring. Margaret found herself falling for this complicated man who seemed determined to save her while keeping his own heart carefully locked away.
Chapter 4: The Long Goodbye: Letting Go of Old Dreams
Chip's visits became increasingly uncomfortable, like watching someone try to love a ghost. He would stand by her bed checking his phone obsessively, his eyes sliding away from her wheelchair and her healing burns. The easy intimacy they'd once shared had been replaced by a careful politeness that hurt worse than his absence would have. His mother Evelyn arrived one afternoon with a mission disguised as concern. She spoke of desire and foundations, of how things had changed, how Chip was looking for something he couldn't find in Margaret anymore. The conversation was interrupted by Chip himself, arriving with his grandmother's engagement ring—charred and bent from the crash but somehow recovered from the wreckage. He knelt beside her bed and proposed again, but his confession followed like poison chaser. He'd been sleeping with Tara, his ex-girlfriend, the one he used to call "the Whiner." She'd brought him soup after the accident, he said, as if that explained everything. The affair had started just weeks after the crash, born of his grief and guilt and inability to face what their future looked like now. Margaret felt oddly calm as she pulled off the ring and threw it at him, watching him scramble on the floor to retrieve it like a dog fetching a stick. The relationship that was supposed to define her life ended not with tears or screaming, but with a quiet recognition that they had both become different people. Chip couldn't love who she'd become, and Margaret was no longer sure she wanted him to. When Ian appeared in the doorway, drawn by the raised voices, his presence was enough to send Chip scurrying away like a scolded child. The engagement was over, and with it, the last thread connecting Margaret to her old life. She felt something die inside her chest, but also something else—a strange sense of relief, as if she'd finally stopped pretending to be someone she was no longer capable of being. The night Ian carried her piggyback to the hospital roof and they shared cookies under the stars, Margaret realized she was falling in love. Not the safe, predictable love she'd felt for Chip, but something wild and desperate and completely inappropriate. She was falling for a man who might not even like her, in a body that might never work properly again, in a situation that could destroy his career.
Chapter 5: Into the Depths: Wrestling with Loss and Identity
Without Chip to anchor her recovery fantasies, Margaret's motivation crumbled like a house of cards in a hurricane. She refused physical therapy, spending her days staring out the window and counting the ways her life had been destroyed. The cheerful, driven woman who had once conquered every challenge through sheer determination seemed to have died in that plane crash, leaving behind someone Margaret didn't recognize. Her family rallied around her depression with characteristic intensity. Her mother arrived with self-help books and inspirational stories about underwear models who'd overcome spinal injuries. Kitty staged interventions involving singing and chocolate. Her father hired Ian as a private tutor, hoping extra therapy might break through her despair. But Margaret had moved beyond hope into a gray place where nothing seemed to matter anymore. Ian tried everything—pool therapy, acupuncture, massage, anything that might spark some response. In the therapy pool, he held her as she walked from one end to the other, the water supporting what her legs could not. But the woman who had once chattered through their sessions now sat in sullen silence, going through the motions without any real engagement. The crisis came during a family lunch when her mother suggested hiring a "tutor" to push Margaret harder in her final weeks before insurance ran out. For the first time since the accident, Margaret found her voice—not to agree or comply, but to rebel. She told her mother to stop trying to fix her, to stop treating her recovery like another project to be managed and optimized. "I have to figure this out myself," Margaret declared, her voice stronger than it had been in weeks. "You can't do it for me. I have to do it myself." It was a small act of rebellion, but it marked the beginning of something important—Margaret starting to reclaim agency over her own life, even if that life looked nothing like what she'd planned. The moment felt like a turning point, but Margaret wasn't sure if she was turning toward something better or simply accepting something worse. All she knew was that the old Margaret—the one who followed her mother's advice and trusted in hard work and positive thinking—was gone forever. Whoever she was becoming would have to be built from scratch, one difficult choice at a time.
Chapter 6: Building from Broken Pieces: The Birth of Camp Hope
The idea came to Margaret in fragments during a craft fair in the children's wing, surrounded by kids making yarn animals and painting rocks with glitter that got everywhere. These children, dealing with their own medical challenges, didn't see her as broken or tragic. They just saw another person willing to help them make something beautiful from scraps and imagination. She began sketching plans for a summer camp designed specifically for kids in wheelchairs—a place where being different wasn't a limitation but simply another way of being in the world. The project consumed her with an intensity that surprised everyone, including herself. She took over her parents' dining room table, covering it with architectural drawings and business plans that grew more elaborate by the day. Her parents threw themselves into the project with characteristic enthusiasm. Her father's construction expertise proved invaluable, while her mother's perfectionist tendencies found a worthy outlet in designing every detail of the camp experience. They worked together with a harmony Margaret had rarely seen, united by a shared purpose that went beyond their own family's tragedy. The camp would have everything—adaptive sports, arts and crafts, horseback riding, swimming, and most importantly, a place where kids could just be kids without constantly being reminded of their limitations. Margaret envisioned cabins with wide doorways and ramps instead of stairs, a dining hall where wheelchairs could pull up to every table, and activities designed to celebrate what bodies could do rather than mourn what they couldn't. As the plans took shape, Margaret realized she was building more than just a camp. She was creating a vision of a world where difference was celebrated rather than pitied, where adaptation was seen as creativity rather than compromise. It was the world she wished had existed when she first woke up in that hospital bed, scared and broken and convinced her life was over. For the first time since the accident, she had a reason to get up in the morning that had nothing to do with walking again. The woman in the mirror had short spiky hair and mottled scars, but she was recognizably Margaret—different, damaged, but undeniably alive and finally, impossibly, moving forward.
Chapter 7: Bruges Reunion: Love's Second Chance
A year later, Margaret found herself on a plane to Belgium, her first flight since the crash that changed everything. Her parents had separated after the truth about Kitty's paternity finally came out, and Kitty had hatched a scheme to reunite them at Chip's wedding in the fairy-tale city of Bruges. Margaret agreed to go partly to help her mother, but mostly because Belgium was only a short flight from Scotland—and from Ian. The wedding was a disaster from the start. Kitty fell ill, leaving Margaret to accompany her nervous mother alone. The ceremony was held in a tiny chapel that couldn't accommodate all the guests, and Margaret found herself face-to-face with Chip and his new bride on a canal boat, enduring their pity and suspicion about her motives for being there. But then Ian appeared, leaping onto the moving boat like something out of an action movie, dressed in a tuxedo that made Margaret's heart stop. He knelt before her wheelchair, taking her hands in his, and everything else—the wedding party, the awkward confrontations, the year of separation—faded into background noise like a radio being turned down. Ian had been following her progress through Kitty's Instagram posts, he confessed. He'd bought a plane ticket to Texas but came to Belgium instead when he learned she would be there. For a year, he'd forced himself to stay away, convinced she needed time to heal without the complication of his feelings. But seeing her again, he couldn't pretend anymore that what they'd shared was just professional concern. "I think about you all the time, Maggie Jacobsen," he said, his Scottish accent thick with emotion. "I can hardly sleep for missing you. I love you with a longing that I can barely contain, and I fear it's going to drown me." The words hung between them like a bridge across the year of silence and doubt. As the boat drifted through the canals of Bruges, past medieval buildings and hanging gardens, Margaret and Ian kissed with the desperate hunger of two people who had almost lost each other forever. The wedding guests politely averted their eyes as the couple who had found love in the most unlikely circumstances finally stopped fighting it. When Margaret's parents appeared on a bridge above them, arm in arm and clearly reconciled, she realized that sometimes the best-laid plans work out in ways you never expected.
Summary
Ten years have passed since that Valentine's Day crash changed everything. Margaret never did learn to walk again, but she learned something more valuable—how to build a meaningful life from broken pieces. Camp Hope became a thriving reality, a place where children and adults with disabilities discover that limitation can be the birthplace of creativity, that adaptation is its own form of strength. Ian returned to Texas and became her partner in every sense—in marriage, in running the camp, in raising their twins who play among the wildflowers and accessible trails they've built together. Margaret's parents reconciled and worked side by side until her father's death from cancer, finding in their final years a deeper appreciation for what they'd almost lost. The camp became a second home for countless children who needed to learn that different doesn't mean less. The crash that seemed to end Margaret's life actually began it in ways she never could have imagined. She learned that you don't have to walk to soar, that the heart can find its way even when the body cannot, and that sometimes the most beautiful mosaics are made from the most thoroughly shattered pieces. Every April, they throw a Valentine's Day party at the camp, because love happens all the time, in all seasons, in all the ways we never expect. Margaret's life became a work of art precisely because it was transformed by tragedy into something entirely new—not the life she planned, but the life she was meant to live.
Best Quote
“When you don't know what to do for yourself, do something for somebody else.” ― Katherine Center, How to Walk Away
Review Summary
Strengths: The review highlights the book's engaging plot, well-developed characters, and the author's honest writing style. The protagonist, Margaret Jacobsen, is particularly praised for her relatable and humorous personality. The narrative is described as both heart-breaking and laugh-out-loud funny, offering an inspiring perspective on life. The book's exploration of themes such as strength, determination, and love is noted as relatable and captivating. Overall: The reviewer expresses a highly positive sentiment, recommending the book as a fantastic read that captures the reader's heart and interest from start to finish. The anticipation for future works by Katherine Center is evident, indicating a strong endorsement of her storytelling abilities.
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