
My Fault
Categories
Fiction, Audiobook, Romance, Young Adult, Contemporary, Love, New Adult, Enemies To Lovers, Forced Proximity, Romantic
Content Type
Book
Binding
Paperback
Year
2023
Publisher
Bloom Books
Language
English
ISBN13
9781728290737
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My Fault Plot Summary
Introduction
# Colliding Hearts: When Broken Souls Find Redemption in Forbidden Love The limousine cuts through Los Angeles traffic like a blade through silk, carrying seventeen-year-old Noah Morgan toward a destiny she never chose. Behind tinted windows, she watches her old life disappear in the rearview mirror while her mother Raffaella clutches a wedding ring that still feels foreign on her finger. Three months ago, Raffaella returned from a Fiji cruise with a new husband—William Leister, one of America's most powerful attorneys. Now Noah faces a mansion that could house twenty families and the suffocating weight of wealth she never wanted. But the real collision hasn't happened yet. Somewhere in that marble palace waits Nicholas Leister, William's twenty-two-year-old son with ice-blue eyes and a reputation that precedes him through the halls of elite society. From their first explosive encounter, Noah and Nicholas will circle each other like predators, their mutual hatred masking something far more dangerous. What begins as a war between two damaged souls will become a love story written in scars and sealed with forbidden kisses. In a world where family lines blur and desire knows no boundaries, Noah will discover that sometimes the person who challenges you most is the one who understands you best.
Chapter 1: Unwanted Beginnings: The Collision of Two Worlds
The front door opens before Noah can steel herself for impact. William Leister emerges looking every inch the successful attorney—casual elegance in white shorts and a light blue polo, perfectly tousled dark hair that probably costs more to maintain than Noah's old monthly rent. Behind him, three men in formal attire wait like sentinels guarding a fortress she never asked to enter. Raffaella runs to her new husband with schoolgirl enthusiasm while Noah hangs back, studying this man who has upended her existence with a signature on a marriage certificate. When William approaches with a warm smile, Noah meets it with arctic indifference. "I'm so happy to see you," William says, extending his hand. Noah shakes it briefly, her words cutting through the evening air like broken glass. "I can't say the same." The honesty tastes liberating and terrible simultaneously. William doesn't flinch, instead holding her hand longer than necessary, his voice gentle but firm. "I know this is an abrupt change, Noah. But I want you to feel at home here." The house tour feels like walking through a museum dedicated to money she never earned. Soaring ceilings stretch toward infinity, exposed wooden beams frame spaces larger than her old apartment, and a kitchen island dominates a room that could host diplomatic summits. When William mentions she'll share the second floor's left wing with Nicholas, Noah's stomach knots like a fist. Her new bedroom stops her protests mid-breath. An entire wall of glass overlooks the Pacific Ocean, where the sun paints the sky in impossible colors that no camera could capture. The canopy bed looks like something from a fairy tale, complete with a massive desk housing a computer that probably costs more than her mother's car. The walk-in closet overflows with designer clothes still bearing tags, a rainbow of fabric that represents someone else's idea of who she should become. "You like it?" Raffaella asks, eyes bright with desperate hope. Noah hugs her mother for the first time in months, tasting salt from tears she refuses to acknowledge. "Thanks, Mom. I swear I'll do everything in my power to make both of us happy." But as she stands alone in her gilded cage, Noah knows happiness isn't something money can purchase. Somewhere in this mansion lurks Nicholas Leister, the final piece of a puzzle she never wanted to solve. Through the walls, she can already hear the low rumble of his voice, the sound of an engine starting and fading into the California night. The collision course has been set, and there's no turning back now.
Chapter 2: Dangerous Attraction: Racing Hearts and Forbidden Desire
The kitchen feels like neutral territory until Noah hears the refrigerator door slam with unnecessary force. She turns to find a figure emerging from behind it—tall, dark-haired, with eyes the color of arctic ice that seem to see straight through her carefully constructed defenses. Nicholas Leister looks like he stepped from a magazine cover, all sharp angles and casual arrogance that money can't buy but privilege can certainly cultivate. Beside him sits a massive black Labrador that fixes Noah with predatory interest, a low growl rumbling from its throat like distant thunder. The dog's eyes hold the same calculating intelligence as its master, and Noah realizes she's outnumbered in more ways than one. "You're Nicholas, right?" Noah asks, trying to ignore the way her pulse quickens under his scrutiny. "The one and only," he replies, those blue eyes raking over her with undisguised assessment. "You must be the daughter of my father's new wife." The words drip with calculated indifference, each syllable designed to remind her exactly where she stands in this family hierarchy. When Noah gives her name, Nicholas tilts his head with mock confusion that doesn't quite reach his eyes. "Isn't that a dude's name? No offense, obviously." The insult lands exactly as intended, sharp and precise as a surgeon's blade. "It's unisex. Probably your limited vocabulary doesn't include that word." Something flickers in Nicholas's expression—surprise, perhaps even admiration for her willingness to strike back. But it vanishes quickly, replaced by cold amusement that makes her skin prickle with warning. "Don't worry about my vocabulary. It's pretty extensive. There's one word I know that my dog loves. Starts with an A, then two Ts, then A-C-K." The Labrador—Thor, she'll learn later—steps closer, teeth bared in a grin that promises violence. Noah presses against the wall, heart hammering as Nicholas watches her terror with obvious satisfaction. When she grabs a frying pan in desperation, Nicholas finally calls off his beast, but not before making his position crystal clear. "First, this better be the last time you try to attack my dog. Second, don't ever insult me again, or we're going to have problems." Their parents choose that moment to appear, all smiles and manufactured family harmony. Noah bites back her real thoughts as William claps Nicholas on the shoulder, the perfect picture of father-son bonding. But she catches the way Nicholas's jaw tightens, sees the distance he maintains even while playing the dutiful son. They're both performing roles they never auditioned for, and the recognition creates an unwelcome spark of understanding between them.
Chapter 3: Unveiled Wounds: Confronting the Scars of the Past
The yacht club dinner should have been torture, but Noah finds herself studying Nicholas across the candlelit table like he's a puzzle she needs to solve. Beneath his polished exterior lurks something dangerous—she catches it in the way the waitress looks at him with hungry eyes, in his casual lies about studying with friends, in the calculating coldness that replaces warmth whenever their parents aren't watching. Her phone buzzes with a photo that shatters her world into jagged pieces. Dan, her boyfriend of nine months, kissing her best friend Beth with the passion he once reserved for Noah alone. The betrayal hits like a physical blow, stealing her breath and sending her fleeing to the bathroom where she fights back tears that refuse to come. She's cried enough in her seventeen years to last several lifetimes. When she returns, Nicholas is waiting with an expression she can't read, her phone in his hands like evidence of a crime. "What the hell are you doing with my phone?" he demands, but his voice lacks its usual razor edge. "Give it back," she whispers, but he's already seen the photos—Dan and Beth in various stages of betrayal, their arms around each other, their lips swollen from kisses that should have been Noah's. "Why are you looking at this shit? Are you a masochist or what?" Before she can answer, Nicholas has backed her against his father's office door, his body caging her in the darkness like a beautiful predator. The scent of his cologne mingles with something darker, more primal, and Noah's breath catches in her throat. "Stop thinking about that asshole," he murmurs, his lips finding her shoulder with surprising gentleness. The kiss that follows isn't gentle at all. It's angry, desperate, full of the violence they've been circling since they met. Noah's hands tangle in his hair as he lifts her onto the desk, his mouth claiming hers with a hunger that makes her forget everything—Dan's betrayal, her mother's abandonment, the impossibility of wanting someone she's supposed to hate. When the lights flicker on, reality crashes back like cold water. Nicholas steps away, leaving Noah gasping and alone, her lips still burning from his touch. "Shit," he mutters, and walks out without looking back, leaving her to slide to the floor and wonder what they've just unleashed between them.
Chapter 4: Escalating Shadows: When Old Demons Return to Haunt
The underground racing scene exists in the desert's heart, where neon lights paint the darkness in electric blues and violent reds. Noah has followed Nicholas here seeking revenge against Dan's betrayal, but finds herself drowning in a world of danger she never imagined. The crowd pulses with violence barely held in check, money changes hands on whispered bets, and at the center of it all stands Nicholas—not the polished attorney's son, but something feral and magnificent. She watches him race with professional precision, his black Ferrari cutting through the night like liquid shadow. This is his true element, she realizes—not the marble halls of his father's mansion, but here among the outcasts and criminals who respect only strength and speed. When he wins, the crowd roars approval, and Noah sees him smile with genuine pleasure for the first time since they met. Ronnie, Nicholas's scarred rival with dead eyes and a reputation for playing dirty, challenges her to race in Nicholas's absence. Noah's blood sings with recognition—her father might have been a monster, but he'd been a NASCAR champion first, and speed runs in her veins like a drug she's been denied too long. "I want to race," she announces, and the garage full of leather-clad degenerates erupts in laughter. The Ferrari responds to her touch like a lover, purring as she guides it to the starting line. Ronnie thinks he's racing some rich man's spoiled stepsister. He has no idea he faces the daughter of racing royalty, someone who learned to drive before she could properly walk. The flag drops, and Noah becomes pure instinct. She takes the first curve flawlessly, leaves Ronnie eating dust on the straightaway, and approaches the deadly second turn that has claimed lesser drivers. Logic screams at her to slow down, but Noah has never been logical. She accelerates into the curve, feeling the car's wheels lose grip, hearing the crowd's roar as she fights physics and wins. When she crosses the finish line three car lengths ahead, the victory lasts exactly thirty seconds. Then Nicholas appears, dragging her from the car with fury that makes Thor's earlier aggression look playful. "Are you out of your fucking mind?" he roars, and Noah realizes she's just cost him everything he's worked for in this dangerous underworld.
Chapter 5: The Breaking Point: Kidnapping and the Fight for Love
The letters start arriving like poison dropped through their mail slot, each one more menacing than the last. Noah's hands shake as she reads the familiar handwriting: "I'm watching you. You shouldn't be here. You shouldn't have ever come." They're signed with a single initial that makes her blood turn to ice—A, for the man who was supposed to be locked away forever. At school, whispers follow her down hallways like hungry ghosts. Anna, Nicholas's ex-girlfriend, watches with calculating eyes while Cassie and her pack circle like vultures sensing weakness. The breaking point comes at an initiation party where harmless fun turns vicious. They drag Noah to a storage closet, laughing as she begs them to stop, and lock her inside with darkness that swallows her whole. Suddenly she's eleven again, hiding under her bed while her father's footsteps echo in the hallway. She can smell alcohol on his breath, feel the sting of his belt, hear her own screams echoing off walls that never protected her. The panic attack hits like a freight train, stealing breath and sanity in equal measure. Nicholas finds her twenty minutes later, his face white with fury as he kicks down the door. Noah collapses into his arms, sobbing and shaking, while he holds her like she's the most precious thing in the world. "I've got you," he whispers, voice rough with emotion. "I've got you, and I'm never letting go." But the real nightmare begins three days later when Noah disappears from another party, leaving only abandoned high heels in the grass and the echo of her name on Nicholas's lips. The police are useless—twenty-four hours before they'll file a missing person report, they say, as if Noah is just another rebellious teenager who'll come home when she's hungry. The breakthrough comes from an unexpected source: the GPS tracker in Nicholas's stolen Ferrari. The car that Ronnie took months ago is parked outside a seedy club on the wrong side of town, and suddenly the pieces click into place. Her father is out of prison, has crossed a continent to reclaim what he thinks belongs to him, and he's enlisted Ronnie's help to do it. When Nicholas's phone rings with the ransom demand, her father's voice is exactly what he expected—cold, calculating, utterly without remorse. Then Noah's voice comes through the speaker, broken and scared: "Nicholas..." The single word destroys him completely.
Chapter 6: Liberation and Healing: Finding Freedom from Fear
The standoff in the club's parking lot feels like something torn from a nightmare and projected onto reality's harsh screen. Noah's father emerges with a gun pressed to her temple, using his own daughter as a human shield while police snipers find their positions. She's bruised and bleeding, but her eyes find Nicholas across the chaos, and for a moment the world narrows to just the two of them. The police sniper's bullet finds its mark with surgical precision. Her father crumples to the asphalt, his blood spreading like spilled paint, and Noah runs straight into Nicholas's arms where she belongs. "I've got you," he whispers, holding her so tightly he's afraid he might break her. "I've got you, and I'm never letting you go." In the aftermath, Noah expects to feel something—grief, relief, even guilt. Instead, there's only profound emptiness, like a weight she's carried for so long that she'd forgotten what it felt like to stand up straight. They retreat to Nicholas's new apartment, away from media circus and pitying looks, where she can finally breathe without fear. The nightmares still come, but they're different now. Instead of her father's face, she sees Nicholas reaching for her, pulling her from darkness into light. The man who once embodied everything dangerous about desire has become her safe harbor, the one person who can chase away shadows that have haunted her for years. "I used to think I was broken," Noah confesses one evening, curled against Nicholas's chest as rain patters against windows. "Like he'd damaged something in me that could never be fixed." Nicholas's arms tighten around her with fierce protectiveness. "You were never broken. Hurt, maybe. Scared. But never broken." He tells her about his own demons—his mother's abandonment, years of feeling unwanted and unloved despite material wealth. They're both products of broken homes, survivors of different kinds of trauma, but together they've found something neither thought possible: unconditional acceptance. The physical scars are fading, but emotional ones run deeper. Noah still sleeps with lights on, still flinches at unexpected sounds. But Nicholas is patient, understanding in ways that surprise them both. The boy who once solved everything with violence has learned the transformative power of gentleness.
Chapter 7: New Horizons: Building a Future Beyond Trauma
Six months later, Noah stands in their shared apartment's kitchen, watching Nicholas attempt to make pancakes without burning them. He's shirtless and focused, tongue poking out slightly in concentration, and she's struck by how domestic this feels—how perfectly, impossibly right. "You know," she says, wrapping arms around his waist from behind, "for someone who grew up with a chef, you're remarkably bad at this." He laughs, the sound rumbling through his chest like distant thunder transformed into music. "I was too busy being a delinquent to pay attention to cooking lessons." The easy banter between them is still new enough to feel miraculous. Six months ago, they could barely occupy the same room without sparking into argument. Now they move around each other with practiced intimacy, two pieces of a puzzle that finally fit despite their jagged edges. Noah has started therapy, working through trauma that shaped her childhood like a sculptor's cruel hands. It's hard work, painful and exhausting, but Nicholas is there for every breakthrough and setback. He drives her to appointments, holds her when memories become too much, celebrates small victories that mark her healing journey. "I got into UCLA," she announces over breakfast, trying to sound casual about the acceptance letter that arrived that morning. Nicholas drops his fork, eyes lighting up with pride that makes her chest warm. "Noah, that's incredible. English literature?" She nods, suddenly shy. "I want to write. About survival, about finding hope in dark places. Maybe help other kids who've been through what I have." He kisses her then, soft and sweet, tasting like syrup and infinite possibility. "You're going to change the world," he murmurs against her lips. The future stretches ahead of them, uncertain but bright with promise. Nicholas has started working at his father's law firm, channeling protective instincts into helping people rather than hurting them. Noah is learning to trust again, to believe that good things can last beyond the moment when everything falls apart. Their love story began with hatred and bloomed in darkness, but it has found its strength in light. They've learned that the most profound connections often come from the most unlikely places, that sometimes the person who challenges you most is the one who understands you best.
Summary
In the end, Noah Morgan and Nicholas Leister's story becomes one of transformation—two damaged souls who found healing in the most unlikely place. Their journey from hatred to love wasn't easy or simple; it was messy and complicated and real, marked by setbacks and breakthroughs in equal measure. But perhaps that's what made it so powerful: the understanding that true love isn't about finding someone perfect, but about finding someone whose imperfections complement your own. The scars remain—physical and emotional reminders of battles fought and survived. But they no longer define Noah and Nicholas. Instead, they've become part of their story, proof of resilience and strength that no amount of trauma could destroy. In learning to love each other, they learned to love themselves, to see their past not as burden but as foundation for their future. Their forbidden love became their salvation, a symphony of broken hearts learning to beat in harmony, discovering that sometimes the most beautiful music comes from the deepest pain transformed into hope.
Best Quote
“Ese tipo de amor que solo pasa una vez en la vida, ese tipo de amor que toca nuestro corazón y siempre se queda con nosotros, ese amor que comparamos con todo, que buscamos, que incluso odiamos... pero ese amor que nos hace estar vivos, que nos hace necesarios y que nos convierte en lo único sin lo que otra persona es incapaz de vivir... Y yo acababa de encontrarlo.” ― Mercedes Ron, Culpa mía
Review Summary
Strengths: The reviewer praises the casting of Gabriel Guevara and Nicole Wallace, highlighting their chemistry and acting skills. The soundtrack is also noted as a strong point, with specific songs being favorites. The movie is described as a "comfort movie" and is highly recommended, especially in Spanish. The book is appreciated for providing Nick's point of view, enhancing the reader's connection to the characters. Weaknesses: The review does not explicitly mention any significant weaknesses, though it notes that the book is slightly less favored than the movie, receiving a 4.5-star rating compared to the movie's 5 stars. Overall: The reviewer expresses a highly positive sentiment towards both the movie and the book, with a strong recommendation to watch the movie first. The enthusiasm for the characters and the story is evident, suggesting a high level of enjoyment and engagement.
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