
Shiver
Categories
Fiction, Audiobook, Romance, Young Adult, Fantasy, Paranormal, Urban Fantasy, Paranormal Romance, Werewolves, Supernatural
Content Type
Book
Binding
Hardcover
Year
2009
Publisher
Scholastic Press
Language
English
ASIN
0545123267
ISBN
0545123267
ISBN13
9780545123266
File Download
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Shiver Plot Summary
Introduction
# Between Wolf and Man: A Symphony of Shifting Skins Grace Brisbane had been watching the wolves for six years, waiting for yellow eyes that haunted her dreams. Every winter they emerged from the Minnesota woods behind her house—silent predators that moved like smoke through snow. She knew each wolf by sight, but one held her captive: a dark creature whose golden gaze seemed to carry human intelligence and impossible sorrow. What Grace didn't know was that her wolves weren't wolves at all. They were werewolves, cursed to shift between human and animal forms with the changing temperatures. As they aged, winter claimed them earlier each year, until eventually they could no longer return to their human selves. The yellow-eyed wolf she loved was Sam Roth, seventeen years old and facing his final season of humanity. When hunters force Sam into human form and into Grace's world, their impossible love story begins—a desperate race against winter itself, where every dropping degree brings them closer to an inevitable goodbye that will separate them across the species divide forever.
Chapter 1: The Wolf with Yellow Eyes: An Unusual Guardian
The gunshot cracked through October air like breaking bone. Grace pressed her face against her bedroom window, watching orange-capped hunters emerge from Boundary Wood with satisfied grins and smoking rifles. They dragged something dark behind them, leaving crimson trails in the fallen leaves. Her heart hammered against her ribs. Not him. Please, not the yellow-eyed wolf. Six years ago, those same woods had nearly claimed her life. She'd been eleven, swinging on the tire in her backyard when wolves materialized from the trees like gray ghosts. They surrounded her small body, their breath steaming in frigid air, teeth bright against dark lips. She should have screamed. Instead, she lay still in the snow and let them worry at her flesh with careful violence. One wolf stood apart from the pack—larger, storm-colored, with eyes like liquid gold. He watched her with terrible intensity while the others grew bolder, snapping and snarling as they prepared to feed. But when the golden-eyed wolf pushed forward, the others fell back. He touched his nose to Grace's hand, his gaze holding hers with impossible recognition. Something passed between them in that frozen moment—understanding that transcended species, the first stirring of a love that defied nature itself. Then he was gone, and the pack melted back into darkness, leaving Grace bleeding in the snow with memories she couldn't quite grasp. Now the hunters loaded their prize into a truck and drove away, leaving only bloodstains and boot prints. Grace waited until darkness fell, then slipped into the woods with desperate hope. She followed the crimson trail deeper than she'd ever ventured, her breath forming ghostly clouds in the bitter air. She found him collapsed beside a fallen log—human and naked and bleeding from a neck wound. Yellow eyes stared up at her with recognition that shattered her world. He was beautiful in a way that made her chest ache: sharp cheekbones, dark hair falling across his forehead, skin pale as birch bark. "You're him," she whispered, kneeling in the snow. "You're my wolf." He tried to speak but managed only a whisper: "Grace." The sound of her name on his lips broke something inside her. She'd never told him her name, yet somehow he knew.
Chapter 2: Blood on Snow: The Hunt and Transformation
Sam Roth had been counting down to this moment for years—his final autumn as a human being. At seventeen, he was ancient by werewolf standards, his body growing more sensitive to cold with each passing season. The bullet that grazed his neck had forced an emergency shift, his wolf form abandoning him in the woods as his human consciousness fought to survive. Grace's house became his sanctuary. She fed him, clothed him, loved him with fierce intensity that both thrilled and terrified him. Her parents, wrapped in their own self-absorbed lives, barely noticed the strange boy who appeared at breakfast and disappeared into their daughter's room. Sam was everything Grace had dreamed of during those long years of watching—brilliant, gentle, beautiful in his quiet desperation. But winter was coming, and with it, his doom. "Tell me about the change," Grace demanded one evening as they lay tangled on her bed, his skin feverish from fighting an earlier shift. Outside, the first snow drifted past her window like falling stars. Sam buried his face in her hair, breathing in her scent of soap and skin and something indefinably Grace. "It's like drowning in reverse," he said. "You fight to stay yourself, but the cold always wins. You forget your name, your life, everything human. You become just wolf." Grace's fingers traced scars on his chest—souvenirs from his childhood attack. His parents had tried to cut the wolf out of their seven-year-old son with kitchen knives and bathtub water turned red. Beck had found him afterward, taught him to be human again, to remember his name when he changed back. "How long do we have?" she asked. "Not long enough." He pulled her closer, anchoring himself to her warmth. "Each year I lose more time. Last year I changed in June. The year before, April. This year might be my last spring." The knowledge sat between them like a third presence, unspoken but always there. They made desperate plans—trips to warmer climates, artificial heat sources—but both knew it was futile. The change wasn't just about temperature. It was about time itself, the slow erosion of humanity that claimed every werewolf eventually.
Chapter 3: Human Skin: Sam and Grace's Forbidden Connection
Grace's bedroom became their world, a place where impossible could feel almost normal. Sam lay beside her in darkness, his human form solid and warm against her side. She could smell the wolf on him still—pine needles and wild rain, something untamed that no soap could wash away. "Tell me about the pack," she whispered, tracing old scars on his wrists. Sam's voice was soft in the darkness. "Beck found me after my parents tried to kill me. He taught me how to be human again, how to remember my name. Ulrik taught me German poetry. Paul kept us safe." His throat worked as he swallowed. "They're my family. The only one I've ever had." Outside, wolves began their nightly chorus, voices rising in harmonies that made Grace's chest ache. Sam tensed beside her, his body responding to the call even in human form. She could see the struggle in his face—the pull of two identities that could never fully coexist. "Why didn't I change when they bit me?" Grace asked. "I don't know," Sam admitted. "You should have. The fever, the shifting—it should have happened within days. But something in you resisted." He turned to face her, yellow eyes catching moonlight. "Maybe you were too strong. Maybe you were meant to stay human." Grace pressed closer, feeling his heartbeat against her cheek. The wolves' song grew louder, more insistent, and Sam's breathing quickened in response. She watched him fight the pull of the pack, choosing her over the wild call of his other nature. "Don't go," she whispered, though she knew he had no choice. The cold was coming earlier this year, stealing the warm days that kept him human. Already she could see changes—the way he shivered when temperature dropped, how his eyes grew distant when wind carried the scent of snow. "I'm here now," he said, but they both knew it was a promise he couldn't keep. The wolf was patient, but it was also inevitable.
Chapter 4: Racing Against Winter: The Countdown to Permanent Change
November arrived like a death sentence wrapped in frost. Sam grew more restless as temperatures plummeted, his body responding with tremors he couldn't control. Grace watched him fight the change with desperate determination, layering sweaters and staying close to heating vents like a man trying to hold back death itself. "How much time?" she asked one morning, finding him curled on the bathroom floor after a particularly violent episode. His skin was gray with cold, lips blue despite the space heater humming beside him. Sam's voice was barely audible. "I don't know. Maybe days. Maybe hours." He looked up with haunted eyes. "Each year it gets worse. Each year I lose more of myself." Grace helped him to his feet, hands steady despite fear clawing at her chest. She had done the math, seen the pattern he was too afraid to voice. This wasn't just winter coming early—this was time running out entirely. Soon Sam would shift for the last time, his human consciousness fading until only the wolf remained. The knowledge sat between them like a loaded gun. They made frantic plans—electric blankets, portable heaters, anything to keep his body temperature stable. But they both understood the futility. The change wasn't purely physical. It was biological countdown, cellular clock ticking toward an ending that no amount of artificial warmth could prevent. Beck had warned him once that this day would come. All werewolves faced it eventually—the final winter when they failed to change back, when the wolf claimed them completely. For most, it happened gradually over decades. For Sam, the process was accelerating, compressed into a handful of years by the trauma of his early transformation. Grace found herself memorizing everything—the way he hummed making coffee, his crooked smile when embarrassed, the sound of his voice reading poetry in lamplight. She hoarded these moments like a miser hoards gold, knowing soon they would be all she had left. The thermometer outside her window dropped another degree, and Sam's body convulsed in response, bones beginning their familiar shift toward something that wasn't human at all.
Chapter 5: Pack Politics: Dangerous Loyalties and Betrayals
The revelation came like a physical blow. Grace found Sam in the kitchen, staring at nothing, his face pale with shock and something that might have been disgust. "Beck's back," he said without looking at her. "I went to the house today." Grace felt a flutter of hope. Beck was the pack leader, the man who had saved Sam from his abusive parents and taught him to navigate his dual nature. "That's good, right?" Sam's laugh was bitter as winter wind. "He had three kids in the back of his SUV. Teenagers. Zip-tied and bleeding and changing into wolves." His hands shook as he gripped the counter. "He bit them on purpose, Grace. Made them into what we are because he's afraid the pack won't survive." The words hit Grace like ice water. She had imagined Beck as a father figure, a protector. The reality was something darker—a man willing to destroy innocent lives to preserve his chosen family. "There's more," Sam continued, voice hollow. "Jack Culpeper—the boy supposedly killed by wolves? He's one of us now. Beck thinks pack members attacked him without permission. Now he's unstable, shifting unpredictably, and no one knows where he is." Grace thought of Isabel Culpeper, Jack's sister, and her desperate insistence that her brother was still alive. She had been right, but the truth was worse than death. Jack was trapped between forms, his human mind fracturing under unwanted transformation. The pack Grace had romanticized was revealed as something far more complex—a collection of damaged souls held together by necessity rather than love. Beck's paternal care came with a price: absolute loyalty and willingness to sacrifice others for the group's survival. "What are you going to do?" Grace asked. Sam looked at her with eyes that had aged years in a single day. "I don't know," he admitted. "Beck is all I have. But I can't be part of this. I won't help him destroy more lives." Outside, wind rattled the windows, carrying the promise of deeper cold. The pack was fracturing, and Sam was being forced to choose between his past and his conscience, between the family that had saved him and the moral code that defined who he wanted to become.
Chapter 6: Final Warmth: Love in the Shadow of Inevitable Loss
The first real snow fell on a Tuesday morning, each flake a small death sentence drifting from gray sky. Sam stood at the kitchen window watching white dust settle on bare branches, his body already responding to the cold with involuntary tremors that spoke of transformation beginning. "Not yet," Grace whispered, wrapping her arms around him from behind. She could feel the change building in him like a storm, his human form becoming increasingly fragile as winter tightened its grip on the world. They had hours left, maybe less. Space heaters hummed at full power, the thermostat pushed as high as it would go, but nothing could hold back the inevitable. Sam's skin was taking on the gray pallor that preceded transformation, his breathing shallow and rapid. "I need to tell you something," he said, turning in her arms. His yellow eyes were bright with unshed tears. "This is my last year. I won't change back in spring. I'll be a wolf until I die." Grace had known, had seen the pattern in his stories about pack members who simply vanished one year, their human selves lost forever. But hearing it spoken aloud made it real in a way that stole her breath. "There has to be something," she said desperately. "Medicine, or—" "There's nothing." Sam's voice was gentle but final. "This is what we are. This is how it ends." They spent their last hours in Grace's bed, holding each other as temperature dropped and Sam's body began its final rebellion against human form. Grace memorized the feel of his skin, the sound of his heartbeat, the way he whispered her name like a prayer. When the change finally came, it was swift and brutal. Sam's body convulsed, bones reshaping with audible cracks, skin stretching as gray fur erupted across his frame. Grace held him through it all, tears falling into his transforming face as features elongated into a wolf's muzzle. The golden eyes remained the same, looking up at her with desperate love even as everything else changed. Then he was gone, replaced by the wolf she had known first, the creature who had saved her life six years ago. The wolf touched his nose to her hand one last time before padding to the door. Grace opened it with shaking fingers, watching as he disappeared into white woods where he belonged.
Chapter 7: The Cure: A Desperate Gamble Between Fever and Death
Grace refused to accept defeat. The memory of her own attack haunted her—the fever that had nearly killed her, the way she'd emerged changed but still human. There had to be a reason she'd been spared the curse that claimed every other victim. "It was the heat," she told Isabel Culpeper, Jack's sister who had her own desperate reasons for wanting answers. "When my dad left me in the car that day, my body temperature spiked to dangerous levels. What if that's what saved me?" Isabel's eyes were hollow with grief and bitter hope. "Jack's been missing for weeks. If there's even a chance..." They obtained vials of infected blood from a meningitis patient—a horrific gamble that moved them beyond caring about ethics or odds. Grace would save Sam, or die trying. The plan was madness born of love and desperation. Beck, facing his own final transformation, used the last of his human strength to call Sam from the woods. Grace watched through the window as two wolves emerged from the trees—one gray with ancient wisdom, one dark with familiar golden eyes. Sam. Even in wolf form, he was beautiful—lean and powerful, his coat the color of midnight. They managed to sedate him with drugged meat, his wolf instincts no match for his trust in Beck. Grace held her breath as they loaded his unconscious form into Isabel's car. At the clinic, she knelt beside him as he stirred, yellow eyes finding hers across the species barrier. "Sam," she whispered, and something in her voice—love, desperation, six years of devotion—reached through the fog of his wolf mind. She watched in wonder as his form began to shift, bones cracking and reforming, dark fur receding to reveal pale human skin. "Hurry," he gasped, voice raw with pain and effort. "Do it now." Grace injected the infected blood into his arm just as his body convulsed back into wolf form. The syringe clattered to the floor as Sam staggered and fled into the night, carrying the fever that would either save him or kill him. For days, Grace waited by her window, watching woods for any sign of movement. Snow fell and melted and fell again, and still there was no word. The other wolves howled their grief into winter sky, but she heard no familiar voice among them. Then, on Christmas morning, as she stood in her backyard with numb fingers and resigned heart, she heard a sound that made her freeze. A breath, warm and human, misting in cold air behind her. She turned, and there he was—Sam, human and whole and impossibly alive. His yellow eyes held the same love they'd always carried, but now they also held triumph. "Grace," he said, and she crushed herself against him, feeling the solid reality of his human form, the steady beat of his heart.
Summary
In the end, love proved stronger than the ancient curse that had claimed so many before them. Sam's transformation back to permanent humanity came at a terrible cost—the death of Jack during their first attempt, the loss of Beck to his final wolf form, the dissolution of the pack that had been Sam's only family. But Grace's unwavering devotion and desperate gamble had accomplished what seemed impossible: they had cheated fate itself. The cure worked because it was born not just of science, but of love so fierce it could reach across the barrier between species. Grace's voice calling to Sam in his darkest hour, her refusal to accept the inevitable, her willingness to risk everything for the chance to save him—these became the true magic that broke the curse. In choosing each other, they had chosen to rewrite the rules of their world, proving that some bonds are stronger than biology, deeper than magic, and more enduring than winter itself. The yellow-eyed wolf would never again watch Grace from the woods, but the boy who loved her would never leave her side.
Best Quote
“You're beautiful and sad," I said finally, not looking at him when I did. "Just like your eyes. You're like a song that I heard when I was a little kid but forgot I knew until I heard it again." For a long moment there was only the whirring sound of the tires on the road, and then Sam said softly, "Thank you.” ― Maggie Stiefvater, Shiver
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