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What the Fireflies Knew

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Kenyatta Bernice, or KB, grapples with a world turned on its head as she navigates a turbulent summer with her distant grandfather. After losing her father to an overdose, their Detroit home to debts, and her mother to an overwhelming silence, KB and her sister Nia find themselves in Lansing, where past family bonds are frayed and new alliances prove unpredictable. Amidst the heat, KB encounters a grandfather shrouded in his own silence, a sister slipping away into adolescence, and neighbors who teeter between friendship and distance. Secrets ripple beneath the surface, urging KB to redefine herself amidst feelings of isolation and betrayal. As she pieces together a fractured reality, the shards reveal not just pain, but the potential for growth and self-discovery. This poignant narrative captures the tender transition from childhood to adolescence, where innocence meets the harsh truths of family imperfections. KB's journey illuminates the complex beauty of realizing that while loved ones may falter, one can forge a path to strength and identity amidst the chaos.

Categories

Fiction, Audiobook, Historical Fiction, Young Adult, Family, Book Club, Contemporary, Coming Of Age, Race, Literary Fiction

Content Type

Book

Binding

Hardcover

Year

2022

Publisher

Tiny Reparations Books

Language

English

ASIN

059318534X

ISBN

059318534X

ISBN13

9780593185346

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What the Fireflies Knew Plot Summary

Introduction

The summer heat pressed down on eleven-year-old KB like a blanket soaked in grief. Six months had passed since she found her father's body crammed beneath the basement stairs, gray skin telling the final story of his addiction. Now, as their battered Dodge Caravan wheezed into her grandfather's driveway in Lansing, Michigan, KB clutched her worn copy of Anne of Green Gables and wondered if this stranger would become her salvation or another loss to endure. Her mother Jacqueline had left them here with barely an explanation, driving away with that painted-on smile that never reached her eyes anymore. KB's fourteen-year-old sister Nia seeethed with teenage fury, angry at everyone and everything, especially their dead father who had chosen drugs over family. Their grandfather—a limping, silent man they barely knew—seemed more interested in his Bible than in two displaced granddaughters who had already lost too much. But in this quiet house on the edge of nowhere, between catching fireflies and counting her endless questions, KB would discover that sometimes the people who save you are the ones you least expect, and sometimes the only way forward is to finally let go of what's already gone.

Chapter 1: Left Behind: KB and Nia Arrive in Lansing

The gravel crunched under their feet like broken promises. KB watched their mother's taillights disappear around the corner, taking with them the last familiar piece of their shattered world. The house squatted before them, small and shadowed, nothing like the cramped Detroit apartment they'd called home before everything fell apart. Their grandfather stood in the doorway, leaning heavily on a wooden cane, his dark skin weathered by years KB couldn't count. He looked at her first, then Nia, his eyes unreadable pools that seemed to hold their own secrets. "Kenyatta," he said, her full name rolling off his tongue like a prayer. It was the only word he spoke to her that first day. Inside, the silence felt thicker than the humid air outside. Framed photos lined the mantel—KB recognized herself and Nia in some, but most showed faces she'd never seen, people who shared their mother's smile but remained strangers. The bookcase leaned against the wall like it might collapse under the weight of all those untold stories, propped up with a phone book thick as KB's fist. Dinner was hot chili and cornbread, strange food for such a sweltering day, but KB ate hungrily while her grandfather watched them with those dark, spotted eyes. Nia barely touched her food, picking at the beans like they might bite back. The newspaper crackled between them, filling the space where conversation should have been, until their mother's call came through. The phone felt heavy in KB's small hands as her mother's voice crackled through the receiver. "I don't know yet, girls. But you will love it here, I promise." The words sounded hollow even to KB's eleven-year-old ears. When her mother hung up, the dial tone buzzed like angry wasps, and KB realized that promises, like everything else in their family, had become things that could break. That night, KB lay in the narrow bed she shared with Nia, staring at a crack in the ceiling that looked like a lightning bolt frozen in plaster. Through the thin walls, she could hear her grandfather moving slowly through his evening routine—the creak of floorboards, the whisper of pages turning, the soft thud of a Bible closing. Outside, crickets sang their lonely songs, and KB counted their chirps until sleep finally claimed her. Seventy-six, then darkness.

Chapter 2: Counting to Survive: KB's Quest for Control

Morning came with the smell of bacon grease and the sound of Nia arguing about the heat. Their grandfather had made breakfast—eggs and toast and coffee so black it looked like motor oil. KB ate in silence, watching the old man's thick fingers turn newspaper pages with surprising gentleness. Everything about him moved deliberately, as if rushing might crack something precious inside. When he told them about the neighbors across the street—the white family with the red door—his voice carried a warning wrapped in memory. "Stay away from around that house," he said, and KB caught the edge of something darker in his tone. "They don't like people like us." The words landed heavy as stones, sinking into KB's chest where all her questions lived. But curiosity was stronger than caution, and when her grandfather dozed off in his recliner, KB slipped across the street to where two children played with sidewalk chalk. Charlotte had golden hair that caught sunlight like spun honey, and Bobby carried himself with the casual confidence of someone who had never been told he didn't belong anywhere. They welcomed her easily—too easily, KB would later realize—drawing pictures on the concrete while their mother watched from windows like a hawk circling prey. The simplicity of it seduced her. Drawing flowers and families with stub ends of colored chalk, sharing stories about tire swings and rock collections, feeling normal for the first time since her father died. Charlotte promised to let KB borrow her bike, and Bobby showed off his collection of stones gathered from summer camps and family vacations—adventures KB had only read about in books. When evening came, KB helped her grandfather tend his garden, learning the difference between weeds and vegetables while he told her stories about growing up in the South. His voice carried the weight of decades, of struggles she couldn't yet comprehend but somehow felt in her bones. As fireflies began their nightly dance across the field behind the house, he showed her how to cup her hands, how to move slowly and catch the light itself. The magic wasn't in the catching—it was in the patience. "Sometimes," her grandfather said, watching her fumble after the glowing insects, "when you wanna speed up, you gotta slow down first." The words echoed something her father had once told her about card games, about life, about the art of winning by first knowing how to wait.

Chapter 3: Secrets Beneath the Surface: Family Wounds Uncovered

The photo album came out on a quiet afternoon when rain drummed against the windows like impatient fingers. KB sat beside her grandfather on the couch, watching him turn pages yellow with age, revealing a mother she'd never known existed. Her grandmother—beautiful, smiling, alive in black and white—held baby Jacqueline like a promise the world would later break. "That's your granny," her grandfather said, his voice softer than she'd ever heard it. The woman in the photographs looked exactly like KB's mother, the same eyes and smile that could light up rooms. But by the final pages, the woman was gone, leaving only empty spaces where love used to live. "She died when your momma was ten," he added, and KB felt the weight of that loss settle over both of them like dust. Hidden between the pages of his Bible was another photograph—this one of her mother as a teenager, face painted with makeup, hair curled perfect as a movie star. The headshot. KB listened as her grandfather told the story of that picture, how young Jacqueline had defied him to get it made, how she'd come home glowing with pride and possibility. How he'd crushed that light with words sharp as broken glass. "I told her I ain't even wanna hear nothing bout it," he said, and KB watched tears balance on the edge of his eyes like they were afraid to fall. "She was the most excited I had ever seen her. And I acted like I ain't even care." The regret in his voice was thick enough to drown in, and KB understood for the first time that adults could make mistakes that lasted decades. The white family across the street finally showed their true colors when Charlotte's mother caught KB returning the borrowed bicycle. The woman's face turned red as a stoplight, screaming about theft and background and people like you with venom that made KB's skin crawl. Charlotte and Bobby stood silent on their porch, letting the lies flow around them like poison while their mother painted KB as something dangerous, something other. But her grandfather came. Slower than usual but steady as a mountain, he crossed the street and placed himself between KB and the woman's rage. "Don't you ever talk bout my granddaughter like that again," he said, voice calm as still water but carrying the weight of someone who'd faced down much worse. When they walked back together, his hand warm around hers, KB realized that some battles were worth fighting, and some people were worth standing up for. That night, her grandfather read to her from Ecclesiastes about the strength found in unity, about how two are better than one because they can lift each other when they fall. The words wrapped around KB like armor, protecting her from the sting of rejection and betrayal. In the lamplight, with his voice steady and sure, she began to understand that family wasn't just blood—it was choice, commitment, the decision to stand together when the world tried to tear you apart.

Chapter 4: Breaking Points: Trauma and Truth in the Heat of Summer

KB's eleventh birthday arrived like a fever dream, all wrong angles and misplaced hope. Pizza Land stretched before her, filled with children who belonged to families that worked, while she sat with her grandfather trying to pretend everything was normal. Nia had disappeared with some pimple-faced boy, leaving KB alone with a handful of tokens and a heart full of rage. That's when she met Rondell—dark-skinned boy with golden eyes who claimed to be her age but moved through the world like someone much older. He was kind at first, gentle even, showing her how to play Skee-Ball and listening to her stories about dead fathers and abandoned dreams. When he suggested they go somewhere quiet, KB followed, desperate for connection, for someone who might understand the weight of her losses. Behind the dumpster, the world changed. What started as conversation became something else, something that made KB's skin crawl and her stomach clench with fear. Rondell's hands found places they shouldn't, his breath hot against her ear as he whispered things that sounded like threats wrapped in sweet words. KB tried to pull away, but he was stronger, older, more determined than she'd realized. When it was over, she lay in the gravel while rain began to fall, her body aching in ways she didn't have words for. The pain wasn't just physical—it was the shattering of trust, the confirmation that even people who seemed safe could hurt you, that even friendship could be a lie designed to get what someone wanted. She walked Charlotte's borrowed bike home in the darkness, each step a reminder of how alone she really was. Nia came home that night with different wounds, her own encounter with older boys who'd told her ugly truths about their father. The house felt too small for their shared pain, too quiet for the screaming that wanted to come. When they finally collided—KB's fury meeting Nia's grief in a tangle of scratches and tears—it was like watching two drowning people try to save each other. "I saw you," KB screamed, remembering that day at the Fourth of July picnic when she'd found Nia and their cousin Jesse in the bathroom stall. "I saw everything!" The words hung between them like accusations, and for a moment, both sisters stared at each other across a chasm of secrets and shame. But in that moment of brutal honesty, something shifted. The walls they'd built around their hearts began to crack, letting light seep through the spaces where love had always lived.

Chapter 5: Sisters in Pain: Reconnecting Through Shared Wounds

The bedroom became a confessional where two broken girls finally told each other the truth. Nia's story spilled out like poison from a wound—how she'd confronted their father on those basement stairs, how the drugs had made him something else, someone capable of hitting his own daughter hard enough to send her tumbling. The memory lived in her body like shrapnel, making her flinch every time KB tried to talk about the good times. KB's story was harder to tell, but Nia listened without judgment as she described Rondell's hands, the dumpster's smell, the way trust could be weaponized against innocence. They held each other while they cried, two sisters who'd been carrying their pain alone finally learning they could share the weight. In the darkness of that small room, with their grandfather's gentle snoring echoing through thin walls, they began to remember who they used to be. "I wanna apologize to you," Nia whispered, her voice thick with tears. She explained how talking about their father felt like tearing herself in half, how every happy memory was tainted by what came after. KB understood—she'd been trying to hold onto a version of their father that maybe had never really existed, while Nia had been trying to forget him entirely. Neither approach had worked. They talked until dawn crept through the curtains, sharing memories that had felt too dangerous to touch alone. Their father teaching KB to play cards, showing her how sometimes you had to slow down to speed up. The way he'd dance with their mother in the kitchen when he thought no one was watching, making her laugh like she'd forgotten how. The man he'd been before the drugs took him, before fear and addiction transformed love into something that could hurt. Their grandfather found them asleep in each other's arms the next morning, and something in his face softened when he saw them together. Over breakfast, he didn't ask questions about the scratches on Nia's neck or the redness around KB's eyes. Instead, he told them stories about their mother as a girl, about resilience and forgiveness and the long road back from broken. When Nia's birthday came a week later, KB braided her sister's hair and helped her pick out clothes, small gestures that felt monumental after so much distance. They were learning how to be sisters again, how to protect each other instead of turning their pain outward like weapons. The foundation was still fragile, but it was real—built on truth instead of the lies they'd been telling themselves all summer.

Chapter 6: Letting Go and Holding On: The Light of Forgiveness

August brought cooler mornings and the weight of impending change. KB could feel summer ending in the way light slanted through her bedroom window, golden and urgent like time running out. Her grandfather had been making phone calls behind closed doors, speaking in low voices that carried the weight of decisions being made without her input. The call to their mother came on a evening thick with humidity and possibility. KB held the phone with steady hands, no longer the frightened girl who'd arrived in Lansing two months ago. Their mother's voice sounded different—clearer somehow, like fog lifting from a mirror. She spoke about treatment and healing, about the long journey back from the darkness that had swallowed her after their father's death. "I slapped me and said I looked like a whore," their mother said, finally telling KB the whole truth about that long-ago fight with her grandfather. The words hung in the air like smoke, and KB understood that some wounds take decades to heal, that forgiveness is something you have to choose again and again until it becomes real. Their grandfather spent hours at his Bible that week, reading passages about redemption and second chances. KB found him crying over the photograph he kept hidden between the pages—that headshot of their mother as a young woman, full of dreams he'd tried to kill with his fear. When he looked up and saw KB watching, he didn't try to hide his tears. "I really hurt her," he said, and KB sat beside him on the couch where they'd shared so many quiet evenings. "I don't know if she's ever gon' be able to forgive me." But KB had learned something about forgiveness that summer, watching her sister struggle with their father's memory, seeing her own reflection in her grandfather's gentle eyes. "She'll forgive you," KB said with the certainty of someone who'd witnessed miracles in mason jars full of caterpillars, in fireflies caught and released, in the simple act of two people choosing to love each other despite everything that tried to pull them apart. "Daddies make mistakes, but it don't change that special thing between a daddy and his daughter." The words were Nia's, spoken at a Mexican restaurant where they'd finally told their grandfather they wanted to stay, wanted him to be part of their family instead of just a place to wait out their mother's healing. He'd cried then too, this quiet man who'd spent so many years locked away from the people he loved most, and KB realized that courage came in many forms—sometimes it looked like leaving, and sometimes it looked like asking someone to stay.

Chapter 7: Catching What Matters: KB's Journey Home

The morning their mother returned, KB woke before dawn to release the last caterpillar from her mason jar collection. All summer she'd been gathering them, watching them live and die and transform, learning the difference between holding on and letting go. This final one—orange and black and determined—pushed against the glass walls of its temporary home until KB unscrewed the lid and set it free. Their mother looked different when she stepped out of the car—steadier somehow, like she'd remembered how to carry her own weight. The hug she gave KB lasted long enough for both of them to cry, to remember what they'd almost lost, to celebrate what they'd somehow saved. When she announced they had a house—a real house, not a motel room or someone else's charity—KB felt something she hadn't experienced since before her father died: hope. But the real miracle happened on the porch, where their mother and grandfather stood awkwardly for a moment before he took her hands in his weathered ones. "How's my star?" he whispered, and the decades between them collapsed like tissue paper. The hug that followed was thirty years in the making, and KB watched from the doorway with tears streaming down her face, understanding that some stories end exactly where they began. Packing her few belongings, KB said goodbye to the crack in the ceiling that had become her companion, to the tree she'd claimed as her own, to the field where fireflies danced like tiny miracles every night. Her grandfather sat with her on the porch steps for the last time, his presence solid and comforting as a lighthouse in fog. "Every summer," she promised when he asked if she'd visit, and she meant it. This place had changed her—not just the house or the town, but the man who'd taught her that love sometimes looked like discipline, that patience was a form of prayer, that the best things in life had to be caught gently or they'd slip away like light through your fingers. As they drove away from N. Rutherford Street, KB watched her grandfather grow smaller in the rearview mirror until he was just a memory framed in glass. Beside her, Nia pulled off her headphones and smiled—really smiled—for the first time since their father died. They looked at each other and saw not just sisters, but survivors, two girls who'd walked through fire and somehow found their way back to each other.

Summary

The Dodge Caravan carried them toward their new life with windows down and hearts finally open. KB clutched her rock collection—three stones from Bobby, proof that even failed friendships could leave gifts behind—and watched Lansing fade into memory. She'd come here broken, desperate to fix a family that seemed beyond repair, only to discover that healing looked different than she'd imagined. Her grandfather would keep his quiet house and his gentle routines, but now he'd also have phone calls on Sunday evenings and summer visits that stretched long into August heat. Their mother had her new chance, her real house, her daughters who trusted her enough to forgive. And Nia—beautiful, complicated Nia—had learned that some memories were worth preserving, that love didn't die just because the person who gave it made terrible mistakes. As the miles stretched behind them, KB understood that she'd spent the summer learning the most important lesson of all: that holding on and letting go weren't opposites but partners in the dance of growing up. She'd caught her firefly after all—not in a jar where it would die, but in the space between her cupped palms where it could choose to stay or fly away. The light had always been hers to give, never hers to keep. Now, as they drove toward whatever came next, she carried that light inside her, ready to share it with anyone brave enough to slow down long enough to see it shine.

Best Quote

“All these words that other people use to label us, to decide who we are, who we gon’ be.” ― Kai Harris, What the Fireflies Knew

Review Summary

Strengths: The review highlights the compelling child narrator, Kenyatta Bernice (KB), whose innocence and perspective are both touching and insightful. The book's exploration of heavy themes such as death, drug addiction, and racism is noted as a strength, along with the superb writing and emotional depth. The coming-of-age story is described as beautiful and heartwarming, with the protagonist's strength and perseverance being particularly inspiring. Weaknesses: The ending is criticized for being somewhat unbelievable, particularly in the "August" section, which is perceived as overly optimistic in its resolution. Overall: The review conveys a highly positive sentiment, recommending the book as a notable debut and a triumph in storytelling. It is praised for its emotional impact and depth, making it a favorite read for the reviewer.

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Kai Harris

Morrison interrogates complex social issues through narratives that delve into themes of identity, freedom, and the human experience. She focuses on the intersection of personal and collective histories, using storytelling as a method to explore the depth of human emotions and relationships. Her purpose revolves around shedding light on the untold stories of marginalized communities, providing a voice to those often unheard. By embedding profound cultural and historical insights into her works, Morrison creates a dialogue between the past and present, encouraging readers to reflect on societal constructs.\n\nHer methods include rich character development and intricate plots, serving to both entertain and challenge her audience. Whereas some authors might focus solely on plot-driven narratives, Morrison prioritizes a balance between plot and the exploration of thematic depth. This approach allows her books to resonate on multiple levels, offering readers not just a story, but an immersive experience that prompts introspection and growth. For readers, this means engaging with literature that not only tells a story but also invites them to examine their own beliefs and the world around them.\n\nWhile specific titles of her books are not available in this bio, Morrison's impact as an author is evident in the way she bridges cultural gaps and fosters understanding. Her work is particularly relevant for those interested in literature that challenges social norms and broadens perspectives. As her stories often weave together the complexities of race, identity, and legacy, they provide invaluable insights into human resilience and the capacity for change. Morrison's legacy is not just in the stories she tells but in the transformative effect they have on her readers.

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