
Girls Like Girls
Categories
Fiction, Audiobook, Romance, Young Adult, Contemporary, LGBT, Queer, Gay, Lesbian, Summer
Content Type
Book
Binding
Hardcover
Year
2023
Publisher
Wednesday Books
Language
English
ISBN13
9781250817631
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Girls Like Girls Plot Summary
Introduction
The Oregon heat shimmers off the railroad tracks as seventeen-year-old Coley adjusts her dead mother's denim jacket, the scent of rose oil growing fainter with each passing day. She never planned to fall in love in this suffocating small town where she's been dumped after her mother's suicide—especially not with Sonya, the golden girl whose periwinkle nails and dangerous smile promise everything Coley never knew she wanted. But love arrives like a freight train in the summer of 2006, unstoppable and devastating. Between stolen kisses on abandoned tracks and the cruel reality of a world that isn't ready for girls like them, Coley must learn to fight for her heart while Sonya battles the prison of her own fears. In a town where secrets spread like wildfire and conformity crushes dreams, two girls discover that sometimes the most dangerous thing you can do is simply be yourself.
Chapter 1: Shattered Foundations: Rebuilding Life After Loss
Curtis doesn't know how to be a father, and Coley doesn't know how to have one. The stranger who abandoned her at three now shuffles around his cluttered Oregon house, making awkward small talk while she unpacks boxes that contain the remnants of her shattered life. His guitars line the hallway like monuments to a freedom he chose over family, while jewelry-making supplies scatter across coffee tables—the craft that apparently mattered more than raising his daughter. The morning air tastes different here, thick with pine and the weight of unspoken grief. Coley's fingers trace the tiger's-eye pendant she found in her mother's belongings, the same intricate leaf pattern Curtis etches into silver. Even in death, her mother wore his jewelry—a cruel reminder that love isn't always enough to make someone stay. "Go make friends," Curtis writes on a note, leaving twenty dollars under a plastic grape magnet. The command feels impossible in this green-soaked wilderness where crickets actually chirp and neighbors say "howdy" without irony. Coley bikes across the stone bridge, dodging trucks whose drivers flip her off for existing, wondering how anyone survives the crushing silence of a place where everybody knows everybody except her. The strip mall appears like a mirage through the heat shimmer—Chinese food, tanning salon, arcade. She chains her bike to a post, already planning her escape route, when the screech of wheels splits the air. The minivan careens toward her, close enough that she tastes metal and fear before hitting the asphalt hard, her bike clattering across concrete as death misses her by inches. "Holy crap!" The driver emerges grinning, as if nearly committing vehicular manslaughter is charming. But then the passenger door slides open, and she steps out—striped shirt cropped high, long legs, dark hair tucked behind ears that showcase periwinkle nails like small acts of rebellion. When their eyes meet, the world tilts on its axis, and Coley understands for the first time why people write songs about drowning.
Chapter 2: First Encounters: The Girl with Periwinkle Nails
Sonya moves through the world like she owns it, all casual beauty and dangerous confidence. She scolds Trenton for his reckless driving while tending to Coley's scraped elbows, her touch electric against damaged skin. In the dim arcade, surrounded by broken pinball machines and the rattle of failing air conditioning, she commands attention without effort—snapping her fingers to make her friends dance to her unspoken rhythm. "What's your deal? Do you just not talk?" SJ demands, eyeing Coley with the suspicion reserved for outsiders who dare infiltrate their perfect circle. But Sonya's gaze holds steady, curious and predatory, like she's discovered something rare and wants to possess it completely. The invitation comes with snapped fingers and royal expectation. "We're meeting some friends at the lake. Well, are you coming with?" It's not really a request—Sonya doesn't make requests, she issues proclamations that lesser mortals follow. Coley finds herself saying yes before her brain catches up, drawn into orbit around this impossible girl who treats kindness like a favor she's bestowing. The lake stretches before them, all pine-scented air and golden afternoon light. Sonya's friends sprawl across towels like beautiful predators, tanned and entitled and utterly sure of their place in the world. When Trenton grabs Coley without permission, hauling her toward the water despite her protests, she understands the rules of this kingdom—boys take what they want, girls smile and endure, and nobody questions the natural order. But Sonya's eyes flash with something dangerous when Trenton tosses Coley into the murky water. She steals his keys with practiced ease, organizing a rescue mission for SJ while he rages impotently. Watching her take control, fearless and fierce, Coley realizes she's witnessing something rare—a girl who refuses to be diminished by the world's expectations, even as she plays by its cruel games.
Chapter 3: Railroad Confessions: Whispers Between Train Tracks
The railroad tracks become their sanctuary, a place where trains whistle warnings and secrets spill like wine in summer heat. Sonya balances on steel rails like a dancer, arms outstretched to catch light that turns her into something mythical. She speaks in riddles about parents who split apart her world, about always feeling trapped between who she is and who everyone expects her to be. "Your dad seems nice," Sonya observes after meeting Curtis, but Coley can't explain the hollow ache of abandonment that shaped her childhood. How do you tell someone raised on divorce settlements and custody schedules that some fathers simply vanish, leaving only questions and the persistent belief that you weren't worth staying for? Truth emerges in fragments during stolen afternoons. Coley's mother didn't die in an accident—she chose to leave, swallowed too many pills on a Tuesday when her daughter missed the early bus. The confession hangs between them like smoke from shared cigarettes, too heavy for seventeen-year-old shoulders to bear alone. Sonya's response isn't pity but fierce protectiveness. "You did everything you could," she whispers, fingers mapping the geography of Coley's grief with gentle precision. In the green-filtered light beneath ancient pines, they discover that healing sometimes requires witnessing—being seen in your brokenness and loved anyway. The train's whistle splits the air as Sonya stands frozen on the tracks, lost in whatever ghosts haunt golden girls with perfect lives. Coley tackles her into tall grass just as steel wheels thunder past, and suddenly they're tangled together, breathing hard, staring into each other's eyes while the earth shakes beneath them. When Sonya's lips find hers, soft and desperate and tasting like summer storms, the world finally makes sense.
Chapter 4: Broken Trust: The Moment Everything Changed
The barn party promises escape from small-town suffocation—college kids with real absinthe, music that doesn't suck, the possibility of being someone else for one night. But Faith's knowing smile cuts through the smoky air like a blade, her comments about rumors and close friendships hitting too close to dangerous truths Coley isn't ready to name. "You should be careful with her," Sonya warns, jealousy making her voice tight and strange. "There are rumors about Faith. She was really close to another senior cheerleader when she graduated." The way she says it, like being gay is contagious, makes Coley's skin crawl with recognition of her own deepest fears. When police sirens split the night, they run through poison oak gullies, hands clasped tight while flashlight beams sweep overhead. Hidden in the dark, pressed against Sonya's trembling body, Coley tastes possibility on her lips—the future they could build if fear didn't rule every choice. But poison oak becomes the least of their problems when Sonya flees from her bathroom, panic bright in her eyes. The sleepover that follows is torture disguised as intimacy—sharing a bed while pretending the electric current between their bodies means nothing, waking wrapped around each other like they've been doing it for years. "I'm a lot of drama," Sonya says the next morning, already rebuilding walls that crumbled in darkness. But the real betrayal comes later, when Alex accidentally reveals that everyone knows about Coley's mother—her most sacred trauma transformed into gossip for Sonya's entertainment. Trust shatters like glass against concrete, leaving wounds that will take months to heal.
Chapter 5: Reclaiming Identity: A New Reflection in the Mirror
Blake's scissors slice through brown hair in a bathroom that reeks of weed and loneliness. Each falling strand represents another piece of the girl who begged for Sonya's attention, who twisted herself into acceptable shapes hoping to be loved. The reflection staring back is sharper now, angular where she used to be soft, defiant where she used to be pleading. Working at Makoto's provides structure and purpose—greeting customers with professional smiles, balancing trays without dropping them, earning money that represents independence from Curtis's guilt. The rhythms of restaurant life soothe something raw inside her chest, the controlled chaos of dinner rush drowning out thoughts of periwinkle nails and stolen kisses. "Your dad makes gorgeous jewelry," Kendrick says, examining the tiger's-eye choker Curtis crafted for luck. At family meal, Coley watches him hold hands with Tye across the table, their love casual and unashamed in a way that makes her heart ache with possibility. Here, being different isn't a wound to hide but simply another way of being human. The silver hoop in her cartilage catches light as she learns to navigate a world where Sonya is just a memory instead of a constant presence. Blake appears at the tattoo shop, offering employee discounts like apologies, her alien buns bobbing as she acknowledges past mistakes without quite managing real remorse. "You're still too fucking sweet about the world, Coley-Bear," Blake observes, and maybe she's right. But sweetness doesn't mean weakness—it means choosing hope over cynicism, growth over stagnation, love over fear. Even when that choice feels like swallowing broken glass, even when it would be easier to close your heart forever.
Chapter 6: Fighting for Love: Standing Ground Against Fear
Dance camp ends and Sonya returns like summer lightning—brilliant and dangerous and impossible to ignore. Emma's birthday celebration at Makoto's becomes an ambush of forced normalcy, Sonya's shorter hair catching restaurant light as she stares across crowded tables with undisguised hunger. "What are you doing here?" she asks, as if Coley's employment is a personal affront. But there's something desperate in her eyes, a recognition that the girl she left behind has transformed into someone stronger, someone who won't be easily dismissed or discarded. The parking lot confrontation strips away months of careful pretense. "I like you," Sonya confesses, the words dragging from her throat like splinters. "It scares me how much I like you. I don't know what it means." But her need to qualify everything—calling Coley wrong while admitting she feels right—reveals the poison of internalized shame. "There's nothing about me that's wrong," Coley declares, the statement ringing across asphalt like a battle cry. This is the line she won't let anyone cross, not even the girl she loves with devastating intensity. Self-respect tastes bitter but necessary, the price of refusing to be someone's secret shame. Sonya's tears come fast and desperate as she begs for patience, for time, for the impossible luxury of wanting something she's been taught to fear. "I can't sleep at night," she admits. "All I want is you." But wanting isn't enough when it comes wrapped in conditions and apologies, when love requires hiding in shadows. "Then leave me alone," Coley says, each word a small death. Because sometimes loving someone means setting them free to find their courage, even when that freedom feels like drowning.
Chapter 7: Courage to Choose: Embracing Truth Despite the Cost
SJ's party thrums with teenage energy and artificial joy, but Sonya sits alone by the pool with her feet in chlorinated water, exhaustion etched into every line of her perfect face. When Coley finds her there, they fit together like puzzle pieces, hip to hip in the gathering darkness. "I'm so tired of living like this," Sonya whispers. "Everything hurts when all I want to do is be with you." The confession hangs between them like a bridge—fragile, dangerous, but offering passage to something better. They lean toward each other slowly, inevitably, drawn by gravity and longing and the promise of becoming themselves. But Trenton's rage explodes across the night, his fist connecting with Coley's skull before she understands what's happening. Pain blooms bright behind her eyes as he screams accusations, grabbing Sonya's face with fingers that leave marks. The red haze of protective fury transforms Coley into something primal and fierce. Her knuckles split against his nose, her knees pinning him to concrete as she delivers justice with bleeding hands. No one touches the person she loves—not now, not ever, not while she draws breath to fight back. "You put your hands on Sonya again, and I'll do worse," she promises through copper-tasting lips, and means every word with cellular certainty. Love makes warriors of ordinary girls, turns gentle hearts into shields and weapons when the situation demands. But the real victory comes when Sonya runs barefoot across wet grass, colliding with Coley in the street like coming home. "I'll stop running," she promises against tear-salt lips. "I want to be with you. I love you, Coley."
Summary
Under Oregon stars that witnessed their first kiss and last fight, Coley and Sonya choose each other despite a world determined to keep them apart. Their love story unfolds in the margins of a conservative small town, carved from stolen moments and defended with bloodied knuckles, proving that sometimes the most radical act is simply refusing to be ashamed of who you are. The railroad tracks that brought them together remain, steel ribbons carrying trains toward distant cities where girls like them can walk hand in hand without fear. But they don't need escape anymore—they've created their own sanctuary in the space between heartbeats, in promises whispered against skin, in the fierce determination to love openly despite every reason to hide. Their story echoes forward into uncertain tomorrows, a testament to the transformative power of being truly seen.
Best Quote
“The fact that I existed for seventeen years without knowing her, and now never have to live another year without having met her” ― Hayley Kiyoko, Girls Like Girls
Review Summary
Strengths: The book effectively conveys deep emotions and explores complex themes such as acceptance, grief, and self-discovery. It features realistic, albeit flawed, characters and provides a more detailed narrative than the original music video. The side characters, particularly Alex and SJ, add value to the story. Coley's character development, especially in relation to her father, is well-received. Weaknesses: The writing is described as unoriginal and sometimes cringeworthy, with a basic plot. The romance between Coley and Sonya is criticized for being too instantaneous, lacking depth. Some characters, like Trenton and Brooke, are perceived as overly unlikable or annoying. Overall: The book is a quick read with significant emotional moments and a compelling sapphic romance, though it suffers from simplistic writing and plot execution. It may appeal to fans of the music video but might not meet all readers' expectations.
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