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Timothy's moral compass never pointed north, and death hasn't softened his edges. Now entangled in a bizarre existence as a zombie, his consciousness is hijacked by an intelligent virus. How far will Timothy go to reclaim autonomy within his own reanimated body? As the virus exerts its control, he wrestles with the chaos of survival and the remnants of his former self.

Categories

Fiction, Science Fiction, Audiobook, Horror, Fantasy, Post Apocalyptic, Zombies, Apocalyptic, Splatterpunk

Content Type

Book

Binding

Kindle Edition

Year

2011

Publisher

Severed Press

Language

English

ASIN

B006POAS2U

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Timothy Plot Summary

Introduction

The bite came from a child at a birthday party, sharp teeth breaking skin through a clown's bright costume. Timothy, three hundred pounds of disappointed ambition wrapped in polka dots and greasepaint, felt the puncture wound throb as he drove home through San Francisco's fog-shrouded streets. What he dismissed as a bratty kid's tantrum would become something far more sinister—a gateway to a nightmare existence where consciousness and monstrosity collided in the most horrifying way imaginable. Within hours, Timothy would discover that death was not the end, but merely the beginning of a different kind of hunger. Trapped inside his own reanimated corpse, he would become both witness and participant in unspeakable acts of cannibalism, watching helplessly as something else—something he would come to call Hugh—puppeteered his body through increasingly depraved acts of violence. This is the story of a man who retained his mind while losing his humanity, a conscious zombie forced to confront the monster he had always been, even before the infection took hold.

Chapter 1: The Infection: A Clown's Fatal Encounter

The headache started on the drive home, splitting through Timothy's skull like a red-hot poker. At six foot five and nearly three hundred pounds, he had dominated football fields in college, but children's birthday parties were his personal hell. The irony wasn't lost on him—Spangles the Clown, a character born of financial desperation, entertaining the very creatures he despised most. The bite on his calf throbbed beneath the ridiculous golden pants. Little Johnny's teeth had drawn blood, and when Timothy had hurled the sugar-crazed kid across the room, the mother's finger-jabbing tirade had nearly pushed him over the edge. Violence simmered beneath his painted smile, a rage that football had once channeled but now had nowhere to go except inward, festering like the wound itself. By the time he reached his overpriced apartment in the Asbury-Haight district, pain consumed his every thought. The migraine felt like his skull was cracking open, pressure building behind his eyes until the world became a kaleidoscope of agony. He fumbled with his keys, desperate for the Oxycodone and Jack Daniels that might dull the fire burning through his nervous system. Marie-Barbie-Twat—he couldn't even remember her real name—was waiting by his window, another one-night stand expecting more than he'd ever promised. She'd left her purse behind, she claimed, but Timothy knew better. They always wanted something more, these damaged beauties who mistook his size and false wealth for security. As the pain reached a crescendo, biological need overrode his irritation, and she became a convenient distraction from the torture splitting his head apart.

Chapter 2: Possession: The Birth of Hugh and Loss of Control

Darkness claimed Timothy mid-thrust, and when awareness returned, the world had transformed into a waking nightmare. He could see through his eyes but couldn't move them. He could feel his hands but couldn't control them. Something else was driving now, something primitive and insatiably hungry that he would eventually name Hugh. The sight that greeted his conscious mind defied comprehension. Marie lay beneath him, her throat torn open like a broken faucet, blood pooling around her head in an ever-widening crimson lake. His mouth—Hugh's mouth—was full of her flesh, chewing mechanically while Timothy screamed silently in the prison of his own skull. For two days, he watched Hugh systematically devour every scrap of the woman who had once moaned beneath him in passion. Now she provided a different kind of satisfaction, one that filled Timothy with revulsion even as Hugh's contentment leaked into his consciousness. The methodical consumption was thorough, professional almost, leaving only bones and two silicon bags that Hugh apparently found inedible. Timothy tried everything to regain control—screaming, pleading, bargaining with the thing that had taken his body. Occasionally, Hugh would pause, head tilting as if listening to some distant voice, but the responses were monosyllabic and alien. "Hungry." "Eat." "Fix." These weren't conversations but base proclamations from something that understood only consumption and survival.

Chapter 3: Metamorphosis: Awakening to Undead Existence

When Hugh finally stood, Timothy felt the weight of the consumed woman heavy in their shared stomach. The biological necessity that followed was both humiliating and revealing—even monsters had digestive systems. The sounds and smells of processing human remains through his bowels shattered any remaining illusions about what he had become. It was during this degrading intermission that Timothy discovered he could sometimes negotiate with Hugh. When the creature needed guidance—how to open doors, how to avoid immediate threats—it would reluctantly relinquish partial control. These moments became Timothy's lifeline, brief respites where he could influence their shared destiny, though Hugh retained ultimate authority over their actions. The apartment had become a slaughterhouse, blood and viscera decorating walls and furniture like some demented art installation. The smell would have made his living self vomit, but their new biology seemed impervious to such sensitivities. Hugh's repairs to their body were equally disturbing—wounds healing with supernatural efficiency, damage reversing itself as long as the creature remained fed. Outside, the world was ending. Gunshots echoed through the streets, and shadows moved with the distinctive shuffle of the recently dead. Timothy realized with growing horror that they weren't alone, that whatever had taken him had taken others as well. The zombie apocalypse wasn't some Hollywood fantasy—it was their new reality, and he was both victim and perpetrator.

Chapter 4: Unholy Alliance: Timothy and Hugh's Partnership in Predation

The pattern emerged slowly—Hugh provided the physical dominance while Timothy supplied the cunning. When they encountered other survivors, it was Timothy's human intelligence that devised strategies to overcome their defenses. The irony was bitter: his consciousness, the very thing that should have made him more human, instead made him a more effective killer. Their first collaborative hunt came when Timothy's father arrived at the apartment, seeking protection from the chaos consuming the city. The old man who had locked eight-year-old Timothy in a basement for a week, leaving only a can of Pabst Blue Ribbon and a cruel note, now needed his son's help. Timothy felt a dark satisfaction as Hugh tore through the man who had taught him that love was conditional and cruelty was normal. The feeding established a routine. Hugh would provide the brutal efficiency, reducing human beings to their component proteins, while Timothy handled the thinking—planning approaches, identifying weaknesses, even engaging in rudimentary conversations when necessary. They became a predatory partnership, each component essential to their shared survival. What disturbed Timothy most wasn't the killing itself, but how natural it felt. His living self had already been a monster in many ways—manipulative, cruel, indifferent to others' suffering. Hugh hadn't corrupted him so much as revealed what he had always been underneath the social constraints and artificial morality. The infection had simply made his true nature visible.

Chapter 5: Reflections of Monstrosity: The Beast That Always Existed

Standing over the corpses in the nursing home, Timothy confronted an uncomfortable truth. The old woman who had called him an abomination hadn't been wrong, but her condemnation missed the mark. He wasn't an abomination because he was undead—he was an abomination because of what he had always been, even when his heart still beat and his lungs still drew breath. Memories surfaced unbidden: the dog he had deliberately run over, feeling satisfaction as its skull cracked under his bicycle tire. The homeless man he had beaten unconscious outside a bar, taking out his frustrations on someone society had already discarded. The women he had used and discarded, viewing them as nothing more than animated sex toys. Hugh hadn't created a monster—he had simply freed one from social constraints. The partnership with Hugh grew more complex as Timothy learned to appreciate their shared existence. The creature's simple honesty was refreshing after a lifetime of lies and manipulation. Hugh wanted to eat, and he ate. There were no pretenses, no self-deceptions, no rationalizations. It was almost pure in its simplicity, a clarity Timothy had never possessed in life. Even their feeding had become more sophisticated. Timothy could now convince victims to cooperate in their own destruction, using psychology and manipulation to make Hugh's job easier. The nun Anna, cowering in the church, represented the pinnacle of this collaboration—a woman who chose self-preservation over the greater good, just as Timothy always had.

Chapter 6: Final Hunger: The Church Siege and Desperate Feast

The church should have been a sanctuary, but sanctity meant nothing to the undead. Timothy guided Hugh through the building's defenses, using human psychology to turn the defenders against each other. The men with guns trusted too easily, their faith in divine protection blinding them to the very real monster stalking them through hallways lined with images of Christ's suffering. One by one, Timothy eliminated the obstacles between Hugh and their feast. Merle, Charlie, Fred—each name a former life reduced to sustenance. The gun Timothy wielded felt natural in his clumsy zombie hands, muscle memory overriding Hugh's motor control limitations. Even death hadn't robbed him of his ability to kill. Sister Anna represented everything Timothy despised about humanity—the willingness to sacrifice others for personal survival dressed up in religious pretension. Her offer of sexual favors in exchange for her life revealed the hypocrisy beneath her holy vows, the same selfish core that beat in every human heart. Timothy's own lost manhood, torn away during their earlier battles, made her offer both pathetic and pointless. When other zombies finally breached the church, Timothy felt something approaching satisfaction. Anna's final prayers, her desperate appeal to a God who clearly didn't care about the world's descent into hell, struck him as the ultimate expression of human delusion. She died as she had lived—believing in something larger than herself while acting purely in self-interest.

Chapter 7: Extinction: The Merciful Bullet

The woman Tracy moved with purpose through the chaos, approaching Timothy and the girl he carried with the kind of focused determination he recognized from his football days. She saw something in his remaining eye—perhaps consciousness, perhaps pleading—that made her pause before pulling the trigger. In those final moments, Timothy felt something approaching peace. The girl in his arms wasn't really Danielle, his lost love from high school whose suicide had marked the beginning of his emotional death. She was just another victim in a world full of victims, but holding her gave him a strange comfort as Tracy's pistol pressed against his temple. The bullet's path through his brain was instantaneous, but consciousness lingered for that final split second, long enough for Timothy to understand that this wasn't really death—it was release. He had been dead in all the ways that mattered long before Hugh had taken residence in his nervous system. The infection had merely made visible what he had always been: a predator wearing human skin. His last thought was almost grateful. Tracy had done what he had been too cowardly to do himself, what perhaps should have been done years ago when he first realized what kind of creature he truly was. The mercy wasn't in ending his undead existence—it was in finally stopping the monster he had always been.

Summary

Timothy's journey from bitter children's entertainer to conscious zombie reveals a truth more terrifying than any supernatural horror: the monsters among us often look exactly like everyone else. His infection didn't create evil—it simply stripped away the social veneer that had kept his true nature hidden. The virus freed him to become what he had always been underneath the costume and makeup, underneath the desperate pursuit of status and shallow pleasures. The partnership between Timothy's consciousness and Hugh's primal hunger represents the marriage of human intelligence with unfettered appetite, a combination far more dangerous than mindless undead could ever be. In the end, the bullet that ended his existence was less an act of violence than one of mercy, finally silencing a voice that had been screaming into the void of its own emptiness long before death gave it form. Some hungers, Timothy learned too late, can never be satisfied—they can only be stopped.

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Strengths: The book introduces a unique twist to the zombie genre by exploring the concept of a zombie retaining self-awareness and sharing its body with another entity. The dynamic between the characters Timothy and Hugh is highlighted as memorable and engaging. Weaknesses: The narrative is criticized for lacking a coherent story, focusing excessively on graphic violence without substantial plot development. The book suffers from poor copy editing, with frequent grammatical errors. The excessive gore and dark themes are noted as potentially off-putting for some readers. Overall: The review reflects a mixed sentiment. While the book offers a novel concept within the zombie genre, its execution is marred by a lack of narrative depth and significant editing issues. The recommendation is cautious, appealing mainly to those intrigued by unconventional and experimental storytelling.

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Mark Tufo

Tufo considers the resilience of the human spirit against monstrous forces, leveraging themes of horror and survival to craft narratives that captivate readers of speculative fiction. Drawing on his background in the United States Marine Corps and a career in Human Resources, he weaves action-packed and character-driven plots, often set in dystopian landscapes populated by zombies and werewolves. His debut novel, "Indian Hill," written during his college years and published on Amazon Kindle in 2009, marked the beginning of his prolific journey as an independent author.\n\nMark Tufo's literary approach integrates fast-paced action with horror elements, inviting readers to explore the limits of survival in extreme situations. His works, particularly the "Zombie Fallout" series and "Lycan Fallout: Rise of the Werewolf," delve into the complexities of human behavior when faced with apocalyptic challenges. While he has not received major literary awards, Tufo's significant following among horror enthusiasts and fans of post-apocalyptic narratives underscores the impact of his writing. Readers are drawn to his books for their gripping exploration of humanity amidst chaos, thereby benefiting from stories that both entertain and provoke thought.\n\nThis short bio captures how Tufo's storytelling bridges personal experience and fictional exploration, appealing to audiences who seek thrilling yet introspective narratives. With a focus on themes that resonate with contemporary concerns about survival and resilience, his work remains relevant and engaging for readers interested in the speculative fiction genre.

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