
Where Butterflies Wander
Categories
Fiction, Audiobook, Historical Fiction, Grief, Adult, Family, Book Club, Contemporary, Literary Fiction, Drama
Content Type
Book
Binding
Kindle Edition
Year
2024
Publisher
Lake Union Publishing
Language
English
ASIN
B0BX4M26PV
ISBN13
9781662514586
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Where Butterflies Wander Plot Summary
Introduction
The first butterfly appeared on the day Phoebe drowned. Eight-year-old Penelope watched her twin sister's body being pulled from their backyard pool, paramedics working frantically while she stood frozen in the doorway. Bee—that's what everyone called Phoebe—had always been the brave one, the leader, the spark that lit up every room. Now she was gone, leaving behind a family shattered like glass against concrete. Marie Egide, once a successful CFO with a picture-perfect life, could barely breathe. Her husband Leo struggled to hold their remaining children together while drowning in his own guilt. Fifteen-year-old Hannah retreated into chronic migraines that no doctor could cure. Twelve-year-old Brendon carried a secret so heavy it was crushing him from the inside. And Penelope, the surviving twin, began talking to butterflies, convinced her sister's spirit lived on in their delicate wings. When Marie inherited her grandfather's remote New Hampshire property, she saw salvation—a chance to escape their haunted Connecticut home and start fresh. But the old timber land held its own secrets, including a scarred war veteran named Davina who'd been living quietly in a riverside cabin for over twenty years, healing others with folk remedies while hiding from a past that would destroy everything if discovered.
Chapter 1: Wounds and Whispers: A Family's Fractured Beginning
The Egide family arrived at the colonial mansion like refugees from their own lives, carrying suitcases full of clothes and hearts full of wounds that wouldn't heal. Marie stepped out of her Highlander, irritation flaring at the peeling paint on the porch. Such a small thing, yet everything felt like the last straw these days. Her grandfather's house stood grand and imposing against the New Hampshire sky, but all she could see were problems to fix, money to spend, obstacles between her family and their new life in Farmington. Leo emerged from his electric car with characteristic optimism, despite the delays caused by constant charging stops. Even now, two months after losing Bee, he maintained his professorial cheerfulness like armor against the darkness. Hannah stumbled out pale and squinting, another migraine building behind her eyes like storm clouds. These headaches had plagued her for over a year, growing worse since Bee's death, turning their once-bright daughter into a shadow who lived in darkened rooms. Brendon said nothing, his jaw locked tight as he helped their three-legged dog Banjo from the car. The boy who once chattered about baseball and video games had become stone, carrying guilt like a millstone around his neck. He'd been watching the twins that day. The official story was that Bee had gone back into the pool alone after everyone told her to get out, that a pinprick hole in her floatie had caused it to deflate. Bad luck, nothing more. But stories have a way of hiding deeper truths. Penelope bounded toward the barn, chasing a blue butterfly with the desperate hope of a child who believes magic might still exist in the world. She'd grown thin and angular since losing her other half, like a tree with half its branches cut away, still reaching toward light but forever unbalanced. The butterfly led her into the birch forest where sunlight danced through silver leaves, and she followed without fear, guided by instincts older than reason. The house welcomed them with the smell of lemon polish and the ghosts of happier summers, when Marie had been young and carefree, playing with cousins while her grandfather regaled them with stories of war and wisdom. Those days felt like dreams now, golden memories from a time when she believed good people were rewarded and families stayed whole.
Chapter 2: The Cabin by the River: When Past and Present Collide
Deep in the birch forest, where the trail wound toward the rushing Merrimack River, stood a triangular cabin that wasn't supposed to exist. Penelope discovered it first, drawn by the blue butterfly that seemed to dance just out of reach. The A-frame structure looked like something from a fairy tale, with its weathered wood and yellow porch umbrella. Chickens clucked in a nearby yard, and a massive gray cat lounged in a patch of sunlight. But what stopped Penelope's heart was the figure at the worktable—a woman with long black hair wielding a curved knife, working over what looked like a dead rabbit. When the woman turned, Penelope's scream caught in her throat. Half of the woman's face was melted away, scarred beyond recognition, with only one nostril and a gaping hole where her mouth should be. Penelope ran, crashing through the underbrush as every nightmare she'd ever imagined came roaring to life. The woman was Davina Lister, though the world had forgotten her real name long ago. Twenty-two years she'd lived in this cabin, healing the local community with herbal remedies passed down from her adoptive mother. The scars came from an IED in Afghanistan, where she'd served as an army nurse until the day that changed everything. The rabbit had been caught in a cruel trap, and she was preparing it so nothing would go to waste—but try explaining that to a terrified eight-year-old. Leo found Penelope sobbing on the forest path, convinced she'd encountered a monster. His academic mind immediately began categorizing and dismissing what she'd seen, but something in her terror gave him pause. Penelope had always been imaginative, but this fear felt different, more visceral. When Leo gently questioned her, the pieces began falling into place. A woman. A cabin. Long black hair. Half a face. He realized their family's carefully laid plans for a quiet summer of healing were about to become far more complicated. The next day, fifteen-year-old Hannah discovered the mysterious gift left at their picnic table. A string led from the bench into the woods, ending at a plastic bag containing jars of tincture and dried herbs, along with a note apologizing for frightening Penelope. The remedies were for Hannah's migraines, prepared by someone who'd somehow diagnosed her condition from a distance. Hannah had suffered long enough. Despite her parents' likely disapproval, she decided to try whatever magic this forest witch might offer. Nothing the best doctors in Connecticut had prescribed had worked. What did she have to lose?
Chapter 3: Battles of Heart and Land: A Community Divided
Marie's confrontation with Davina began with righteous anger and ended with something much more complicated. She marched through the forest expecting to find a harmless squatter, someone who could be reasoned with or bought off. Instead, she discovered a woman who stood soldier-straight despite her scars, who spoke with quiet authority about belonging and home. Davina had been living in the cabin since before Marie's own children were born, tending to the community like a guardian spirit. But Marie's mind was fixed on Farmington, on the perfect house that would give her family a fresh start. She'd already put down the deposit, already imagined their new life. This cabin was an obstacle to be removed, nothing more. When she explained that they were selling the property, Davina's response was simple and devastating: she had no intention of leaving. The conversation revealed depths neither woman expected. Davina knew Marie's grandfather intimately, spoke of him with the kind of reverence reserved for heroes. She'd heard stories of Marie, the favorite grandchild who'd abandoned him like the rest of the family when his conservative politics became embarrassing. There was judgment in Davina's golden eyes, but also something like pity. Meanwhile, Hannah had found her way to the cabin, drawn by curiosity and the promise of relief from her constant pain. She discovered not a monster but a brilliant, damaged woman who understood suffering intimately. Davina's folk remedies worked where modern medicine had failed—cold river swimming followed by feverfew tincture, techniques passed down through generations of healers. The morning ritual became Hannah's salvation. She would slip away before dawn to swim in the icy Merrimack, pushing her body to exhaustion before taking the bitter medicine that quieted the storm in her head. For the first time in over a year, she could think clearly, could smile without wincing, could imagine a future beyond darkened rooms. But secrets have a way of surfacing, and when Marie discovered the contraband medicine in Hannah's backpack, battle lines were drawn. This wasn't just about property anymore. It was about trust, about authority, about whether the love of strangers could supersede the judgment of family. Leo found himself caught between his wife's fury and his daughter's desperate need for healing, between legal obligation and moral complexity. The professor in him appreciated nuance, but the father in him wanted simple answers to impossible questions.
Chapter 4: Ashes and Revelations: What Fire Cannot Destroy
The flames that consumed Davina's cabin lit up the dawn sky like a funeral pyre for innocence. Marie woke to Leo's shouts and the acrid smell of smoke drifting through their bedroom window. By the time the family reached the clearing, the A-frame was already engulfed, a towering inferno that turned twenty-two years of careful living into ash and memory. The heat was so intense it pushed them back, but Leo charged forward anyway, grabbing branches to beat down the flames that threatened to spread to the surrounding forest. Hannah and Marie joined the desperate battle, three figures silhouetted against the orange glow as they fought to contain the destruction. Marie directed them with military precision—swat down the embers, keep the fire from jumping to the trees, save what could be saved even as the heart of it burned beyond rescue. Leo's hands blistered as he wielded his improvised weapons, but he didn't stop until the firemen arrived to take over the losing fight. When the smoke finally cleared, nothing remained but the iron potbellied stove standing like a gravestone among the ruins. Marie sat in an aluminum chair beside the wreckage, staring at the devastation with hollow eyes. She sifted through the ash with a bent spoon, collecting the few melted remnants that might once have meant something to someone—deformed copper, singed glass, the ghost-outline of a life reduced to carbon. Davina was in jail when her world burned. She'd returned to the cabin despite the court order, her mind still foggy from the trauma of the hearing. The judge had ruled against her as expected, but with a harshness that surprised everyone. She couldn't even return for her belongings. When Cory the sheriff found her there days later, confused and disoriented, he'd had no choice but to arrest her for trespassing. The fire had been set with gasoline, the arson investigator confirmed. Someone had doused the cabin deliberately, then lit a match. In Franklin, a small town where everyone knew everyone, suspicion fell quickly on Danny Canton—a disturbed young man who'd been feuding with Davina over his illegal traps. Danny had motive, opportunity, and a history of violence toward animals. But sometimes the most obvious suspect isn't the right one. Leo carried the hairbrush he'd salvaged from the ruins, its wooden handle charred but still holding strands of Davina's long black hair. Inside those follicles lay DNA that would unlock secrets decades in the making, though he didn't know it yet. He only knew that a good woman had lost everything, and somehow his family was tangled up in the destruction. The 60 Minutes interview made everything worse, turning local tragedy into national spectacle. Davina appeared on screen looking fragile and lost, speaking softly about wanting nothing more than to return to her woods and her home. The Egides became faceless villains in a story about corporate greed versus simple human decency, their mailbox flooded with hate mail from strangers who knew nothing of their own pain. But fire has a way of revealing truth along with destroying lies, and the ashes of the cabin held secrets that would change everything once again.
Chapter 5: The Dance of Secrets: Hidden Identities Unveiled
The DNA report arrived on a morning when Leo thought he was doing something kind. He'd sent Davina's hair to his brother's lab hoping to find clues about her missing daughter, the child taken by an estranged husband during Davina's long recovery from war wounds. Instead, the genetic analysis revealed something impossible: Davina Lister was Rebecca Dupree, the six-year-old heiress who'd vanished with her mother fifty years ago in one of America's most famous unsolved mysteries. Leo stared at the names on the screen—Everett and Roger Dupree, listed as half-brothers to the woman he knew as a scarred hermit living in a riverside cabin. The Dupree fortune was legendary, built on real estate and expanded into one of the world's greatest philanthropies. Stanley Dupree had died still searching for his missing wife and daughter, leaving behind a massive trust fund that waited unclaimed. The revelation should have been wonderful news. Davina was rich beyond imagination, wealthy enough to buy the entire property and rebuild her cabin a hundred times over. But when Leo brought the evidence to her hospital room, where she was recovering from reattaching the finger she'd lost saving Brendon's dog, her reaction was ice-cold fury. She knew. She'd always known. And she wanted nothing to do with the blood money that came with her birth name. The story emerged in fragments, pieces of a child's memory preserved in amber. Her mother—her first mother—had fled in terror from Stanley Dupree, escaping with six-year-old Rebecca to the wilds of New Hampshire. They'd lived as fugitives until her mother died in the cabin, leaving the child to be raised by Rosalinda Lister, the local midwife and herbalist known as the river witch. Rosalinda had created new identities for them both, transforming Rebecca into Davina and herself into the girl's adoptive mother. The colonel, Marie's grandfather, had known the truth and protected it with military precision. For nearly half a century, they'd kept the secret that would have destroyed the peaceful life they'd built. Stanley Dupree's money came with strings that reached beyond the grave. To claim it would mean exposure, media circuses, and the kind of attention that could shatter the quiet existence Davina had carved from suffering. Worse, it might endanger her daughter Rose, now a trauma surgeon in New Jersey living under her married name, safe and anonymous and unaware her mother was still alive. Leo understood too late that some gifts are really curses, that knowledge can be a weapon that wounds the bearer. He'd thought he was offering salvation, but he'd really brought the seeds of destruction. The truth about Rebecca Dupree was dynamite with a lit fuse, and now he was the only one who could choose whether to let it explode. Marie's discovery of the secret fractured what remained of trust between them. She'd found out by accident, seeing the DNA report on Leo's desk, and her reaction was swift and bitter. All summer she'd been painted as the villain while Davina played the victim, when in reality the "poor hermit" was the richest woman in New England. The injustice of it burned like acid in her chest. But even Marie's anger couldn't erase the larger truth: money hadn't brought Davina happiness, any more than its pursuit had brought peace to the Egides. Sometimes the greatest wealth comes from knowing when you have enough.
Chapter 6: Healing Waters: The River's Redemptive Power
The trap's steel jaws snapped shut on Banjo's paw with the sound of breaking bones and innocence. Brendon had been walking the dog in the dark forest, fleeing his own demons when the three-legged retriever caught a scent and bolted into the underbrush. The boy's scream pierced the night air as he found his beloved pet caught in one of Danny Canton's illegal snares, blood seeping around the metal teeth that held fast to bone and flesh. Davina appeared like a guardian angel, drawn by the desperate howling that carried on the storm winds. She'd been sleeping rough in her shed since being released from jail, checking on her scattered chickens and trying to process the destruction of her life's work. The sight of the trapped dog and the terrified boy activated every instinct from her army nursing days. Together they worked in the driving rain, Brendon holding a phone's dim light while Davina assessed the damage. The boy was shaking from cold and fear, but he followed her instructions without question, trusting this scarred stranger with his dog's life and his own heart. When a broken branch failed to pry open the trap, Davina made a choice that would cost her dearly. She thrust her hands between the steel jaws, wrapping her fingers around the blades to wrench them apart through sheer force of will. The mechanism snapped open just long enough for Brendon to pull Banjo free, then slammed shut again on Davina's left pinkie, severing the top joint with mechanical precision. The boat ride to town became a fevered nightmare of blood and adrenaline. Brendon, who'd never driven anything more complex than a bicycle, found himself piloting Davina's motorboat down the rain-swollen Merrimack while she pressed a makeshift tourniquet to her mangled hand. She coached him through the controls with military calm, hiding her agony behind steady instructions about throttle and tiller. But during those dark minutes on the water, something profound passed between them. Davina saw past Brendon's guilt to the decent boy beneath, while Brendon glimpsed the warrior spirit that had survived bombing and betrayal to emerge scarred but unbroken. She spoke of redemption in practical terms—a five-to-one ratio where good deeds could balance the scales against mistakes. The emergency room reunion brought the fractured family together in unexpected ways. Leo arrived with bandaged hands from fighting the fire, Marie exhausted from a night of sleepless worry. Hannah and Penelope huddled together, terrified they might lose another piece of their shrinking constellation. When they saw Banjo alive despite his injuries, and Brendon safe despite his recklessness, the relief was almost religious. Davina's surgery took six hours, a delicate procedure to reattach nerves and blood vessels no thicker than spider silk. While she lay unconscious, the Egide family waited in fluorescent-lit purgatory, bound together by shared concern for the woman they'd initially seen as an obstacle. Marie found herself praying to a God she hadn't addressed in years, bargaining for the health of someone she'd once wanted gone. Recovery brought unexpected gifts along with familiar pain. Davina's new house—purchased anonymously by a sympathetic veteran who'd seen her story on television—was her childhood home restored and modernized. The community rallied with furniture, food, and fellowship, proving that chosen family could be stronger than blood ties.
Chapter 7: Butterflies Return: Finding What Was Lost
The envelope arrived on the day Davina was coming home, cream-colored paper containing words that would bridge decades of separation and silence. Marie had spent three sleepless nights crafting the message, using her financial detective skills to trace the path from Mozaffar Taheri to Dr. Nasrin Rendon. The trail led from Tehran to UCLA to Princeton Medical School, from a stolen daughter to a successful trauma surgeon living in New Jersey with her own two girls. Rose had survived and thrived, creating the life her mother had dreamed for her. The decision to share this information wasn't mercy or kindness—it was understanding. Marie had looked at her own children and known with absolute certainty that no force on earth could keep her from finding them if they were lost. The note was simple: your daughter's name, her contact information, and a mother's truth that some bonds transcend time and circumstance. Davina sat in her restored childhood home, surrounded by gifts from friends who'd become family, staring at the index card that held her future in neat blue handwriting. The choice was impossible and inevitable—reach out and risk destroying Rose's carefully built life, or remain silent and let the wound stay closed forever. Love sometimes means letting go, but it can also mean having faith in the strength of what was lost. The email exchange began tentatively, two women dancing around the edges of recognition like cautious animals approaching water. But Rose's first response shattered every careful wall Davina had built. "I was told you were dead," she wrote. "For twenty-three years, that is what I believed." The rage and euphoria mingled in equal measure, a daughter's fury at being denied her mother balanced against desperate joy at the impossible reunion. They compared scars across the decades—Davina's visible wounds against Rose's invisible ones, a nurse who'd lost her face in service against a surgeon who'd spent her life healing others' trauma. Rose had named her daughters Rosie and Davia, carrying her mother's memory in the only way she could. Davina had lived with Rose's absence like a phantom limb, always aching, never quite healing. The reunion happened on a summer day bright enough to blind, grandmother meeting granddaughters while the past and present collided in glorious chaos. Four-year-old Rosie cared nothing for scars or sorrow—she wanted to see the beehives and chase butterflies through gardens that bloomed with second chances. Five-year-old Davia was more cautious but warmed quickly to this strange new relative who answered her questions seriously and never talked down to her intelligence. Rose herself moved like a sleepwalker afraid to wake from the dream. Her mother's eyes were exactly as she remembered—golden-brown pools that held depths of wisdom and pain earned through surviving the unsurvivable. They had decades to catch up on, wounds to acknowledge, explanations to offer and accept. But they also had today, and tomorrow, and all the summers stretching ahead like promises waiting to be kept. Meanwhile, in Connecticut, the Egide family was learning to live with absence and presence in equal measure. Hannah's headaches had vanished with her morning swims and evening treatments, but more importantly, she'd discovered strength in helping others heal. Brendon was working his way through his own five-to-one ratio, finding that kindness could be practiced like any other skill until it became habit. Penelope talked to her butterfly collection every morning, sharing secrets with a sister who existed now in memory and love rather than flesh and bone. Leo and Marie were rebuilding their marriage like archaeologists restoring a precious artifact—carefully, patiently, understanding that some cracks would always show but that didn't make the whole less valuable. They'd learned that money couldn't buy happiness or security, that the most important treasures couldn't be deposited in banks or locked in safes.
Summary
The property in New Hampshire never sold, though not for lack of buyers. Marie discovered she couldn't bear to part with the place where they'd all been broken apart and somehow reassembled into something different but whole. They kept it as a summer home, returning each year like migrating birds drawn by instincts older than reason. The cabin site became a garden where butterfly bushes bloomed in brilliant profusion, tended by an eight-year-old girl who spoke to insects in a language only sisters understand. Davina's new life unfolded like origami in reverse, complex becoming simple as she welcomed Rose's family into the rhythm of seasons by the river. Her medical practice expanded to include her daughter, two trauma surgeons working side by side to heal wounds visible and invisible. The granddaughters spent summers learning their grandmother's herb lore while splashing in the Merrimack, their laughter echoing across water that had carried away so much pain and somehow returned it as joy. Rock and Hannah's correspondence bloomed into courtship that survived distance and time, their love rooted in the understanding that some connections transcend geography. When Hannah graduated high school, she chose the University of New Hampshire partly for its pre-med program and partly for its proximity to a boy who'd taught her that hearts could heal as surely as bones, given enough time and patience. In the end, the butterflies were just butterflies, and the dead remained dead, but love persisted in forms both expected and miraculous. Money proved worthless against the currency of connection, and the wounds that had seemed fatal became the very cracks through which light entered their reconstructed lives. Sometimes losing everything is the only way to discover what truly cannot be lost, and sometimes the most broken people are the ones who know best how to mend what matters most.
Best Quote
“It seems to me, wherever we go, the dents and scratches are going to go with us and that it's going to take more than a new house in a new town in order to set things right.” ― Suzanne Redfearn, Where Butterflies Wander
Review Summary
Strengths: The book is described as "gut-punchingly emotional" with an easy-to-read writing style and an interesting, unique story. Weaknesses: The reviewer struggled to connect with the characters, particularly due to the unrealistic portrayal of children's dialogue and thoughts, which seemed too mature for their ages. The mother character was unsympathetic, and the son was depicted as a spoiled brat. The father was perceived as weak, and the drama involving another character, Davina, felt drawn out and repetitive. Overall: The reviewer found the book's emotional depth and writing style commendable but was ultimately dissatisfied due to unrealistic character portrayals, which detracted from their enjoyment and engagement with the story.
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